I got home from James house at 6:00pm I was scared to go home I didn't know how it was going to go with Emily. I walked in the house to find a note on the stairs
~be home in a month out on business trip Emily is in her room dad is upstairs
<3mom~
oh great I hate when dad watches us actually I just hate dad and dad hates me. Emily is normally their for me but know I don't know what is going to happen. I hear the familiar loud clatter coming from upstairs I try to race down to my room but someone grabs my wrist I get spun around harshly and before I can even say a word I get slapped it burns as I look up at the man I am forced to call my father. He punches me in the stomach tears start to form but I wont show him my weakness.
'GO DOWN TO YOUR ROOM YOU LITTLE USLESS SLUT" He yells at me I run down stairs I cant believe my mom married such fowl creature. He is not actually my dad but I'm forced to call him mine. My real dad died when I was 13 it was the worst thing that ever happened to me then my mom found Joe who is Emily's real dad and he loves her but me no he hates me.
I reach my room and sit on my bed and cry I cry for what seems like hours before I realize there is a not sitting on my bed
~I hate you go kill yourself you are useless and worthless
Emily~
very word hurt a little bit more I ran to my bathroom crying I thought I deserved this I grabbed the razor from the shower and sliced three cuts across my wrist. It hurt but I deserve pain I thought I sliced it three more times then I left my bathroom to go to bed I laid in bed and cried I couldn't help myself I had no idea what to things are just getting worse and worse
im sooooooooooo sorry it took sooooo long to update please keep reading it wont happen again I just had some crap going on and I couldn't think of what to right but thanks for the support comment and vote please
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