Band apocalypse

Chapter 6

Mackenzie's POV

Jazmyn, perrie, Eleanor, Dani, and I were talking when ashton yelled for dinner. We walked into the other room. We got our food and started eating. Me only picking at my food because I have an eating disorder. I was just looking around the room when Ashton asked if he could talk to me upstairs. I said yes and we went upstairs and sat down.

"Mackenzie?" Ashton said sounding nervous. "Yes?" I said, something wasn't right. " Ok Mackenzie I know every thing that has been going on is strange, you know with all the zombies and all?" I looked at him and nodded. " Ok, but when you first hugged me that first night I don't know what it was but with you in my arms it felt right. I know it's very straight forward but will you be my girlfriend?" Ashton said. " Ashton oh my god yes I would love that!" I said blushing. then ashton leaned over and kissed me. He then took my hand and went down stairs. How am I going to tell him about my eating disorder and my depression.

1 week later

It's been a week and Ashton and mines relationship has done nothing but get stronger. He has set up a pick nic in the woods near the creak. Thank god it's safe because he and Calum put electric fence around the whole property. So even though it was hard to do I curled my hair Thank god for that generator and put on foundation and mascara. " Mackenzie are you ready?" Ashton said coming behind me and wrapping his arms around my waist. " Yes I am." I said kissing him on the cheek. We walked out of the barn and into the woods. When we got there I almost cried because it was so pretty.

"Ashton oh my god." I said. " Is it to much?" he asked looking at me and getting really shaky. " no its perfect!" I said. We sat down and ashton started getting out the food. Great I guess I have to tell him now.

" Um Ash I have to tell you something." I said. how was I going to tell him? " yes?" he said looking up at me. " Ok about a year ago I just I don't know got overly obsessed with trying to be skinny, so I wouldn't eat anything for three days at a time then I would eat one normal meal and then not eat agin, and then two mouths ago I became anorexic." I said. Scared to death. " Oh my god Mackenzie." Ashton said tears forming in his eyes. " Ashton there's something else... I- I cut." I said now Ashton fully crying. " Mackenzie show me your scars." Ashton said coming closer to me.

"Ashton.. I'm not showing you I can't hurt you like that"

"Babe.. Please, I'll be okay." I gave in and pulled up my sleeves.

There must have been thirty cuts there. Ashton cried harder than he already was. " Mackenzie a lot of these look like they were just done." Ashton said he had controlled himself now. " I did them before every thing happened." " Mackenzie I love you please." Ashton said.

Ashton's P.O.V

" Mackenzie I used to cut a long time ago and it did nothing for me." I say Mackenzie now crying as I hold her in my arms. " I'm sorry Ashton." she said. I looked down at her and kissed her. The kiss lasted longer than I meant it too but I didn't mind. " Ashton can we go back to the barn please I need to talk to every one about something." Mackenzie said. "Sure babe I love you." I said as we started walking back. " I love you too." Mackenzie said.