I'm not sorry for the way I am I'm not going to apologize yes I fucking hate myself and it'd be better with e dead I know that but I'm not gonna apologize for the price of shit trash you turned me into waking up every morning is enough of a torture than me still pretending the hurt isn't there while trying not to see the hate in your stare I always get the thoughts why am I never good enough why can't I do it right will I ever be worth something answer is no I never will cause I don't belong and that's just how it is I make everyone happy and smile and I try to but I try so hard to mask the fact I'm dying inside that I'm rotting away and turning to dust I cry over things I can't control from the past and from fears of the future and losing the little I have I don't know what to do or where to go but it never really mattered so
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