H20Delirious X Reader COMPLETED

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H20's pov

I looked at my car middle mirror to see (y/n) on her knees crying but I didn't stopped... I kept driving soon her appearance faded... Delirious get a hold of yourself... Things would have been like this anyway... If she wouldn't have came still I would be more focused in my life than hers... I don't need her help anyway... She might know my secrets but I know for sure I can't let her say a word about it... And thats what i have to focus on.... Secrets...
Killing... Insanity... Depression... Thats my normal life.... But i do feel lonely... I need to find myself someone better...

I drove to my house, not the cabin one i had another one it's obvious a mansion... Yeah i keep my own secrets.. That's right I didn't show (y/n) about this she doesn't even know...

Well I parked in my garage and walked inside I dressed up with a tuxedo well today im going to this private meeting that some famous guy invited me and some other people... I could say theres a bar there and I could use some of that alcohol to fix me up and forget about today's bullshit..

Your pov

I was in this huge place were we are the best (hobby?) and it was a good place to get to know more people who are excellent at (hobby, like singing or whatever) I smiled because wildcat agreed to drop me off here and well i finally have some time alone with new people... I smile as i walk around meeting new people and talk to them

As i walk some more i see ... J-Jonathan?.... God no... Please tell me this is a joke.... My feelings and emotions are coming back...
I see him and very beautiful lady she looks so beautiful and better than me... Jonathan holds her tight and he catches my eyes... We make a long eye contact.... God I can't believe this... He has a girl... How he holds her tight.. And knowing that he ignored me.. He doesn't want me and im never being with him again... Then i see the beauty lady kiss his cheek... My heart it feels lile its screaming to death, I can't handle more why am I inlove with Jonathan why does it has to be someone who doesn't love me back... This is some logic shit...
a man goes on stage and take the
Microphone to make a announcement.

"Good night ladies and gentlemen today we have such an amazing news to say, well we have this amazing portrait of this person-"

I couldn't listen i kept looking at how that lady kissed Jonathan and how he would held her close.. That should be me... I look away... Im ugly for him anyway.. He doesn't deserve me..

H20s pov

Jennifer kept kissing me which was a little annoying around people... But (y/n) she looks gorgeous tonight... Her red dress is hot on her those red lips... Her body she's sexy... "Babe i was thinking we could do something fun tonight " Jennifer puts her hand under my coat of tuxedo.

I look over at (y/n) to see her look away.
"Uh... " I don't want to.. I really don't i feel like what im doing is so wrong..

"And we have (y/n) (l/n) to sing us a song she has made" i heard the man on stage say on the microphone everyone claps as (y/n) is on stage holding the mic and looks at me our eyes meet again as always... I love those (e/c) eyes.

"Hey.. I wanted to sing this song i made recently like a couple of hours ago..." She says sounding nervous.

Soon the piano player hits the notes causing a beautiful melody go in my ears..

And she starts to sing.

Her voice as she sings sounds like shes in a deep emotional moment.

Your pov

I sang... My lyrics meant what my heart feels for him... What hes done and my mistakes... How much i miss him how hard i want to be next to him forever..
Just then my words got even more emotional that I finally let some tears out people were watching me.. Recording me and when i locked eyes with Jonathan I couldn't help myself and the final note was hit i put the microphone down and run backstage leaving to the exit door to one of those dark places were there's only a long dark hall with one flickering light.

I breath and let one small sob out covering my mouth to make it even quieter. I slide down on the wall and am on sitting with hands covering my mouth and tears running out of my face.. I humiliated myself i cried in front of someone that meant to me and they recorded me...

I get up being strong.. I walk to the street were theres cars going it was cold outside.

I feel an hand pull my arm i turn around to see Jonathan.

My heart starts beating fast.

" i need you I really do" he says

I need you too I really do...

"J-Jonathan... Let me go" what am I doing?

"Please (y/n) hear me out " he says

"Let me go you Lier you lied to me!" I start crying

" I don't deserve you I really don't!" I keep crying

"Well i do... You filled me up inside thats what i was searching all my
Life for... Happiness..." He says with a frown

"But you have other girls with you I can't... I... I just can't... Everything you done-"

"Im sorry I know how you feel and i was a complete jerk for leaving you and all that im sorry deep inside my heart i need you i do and this isn't a lie im being honest with you now.. "

"But you said you didn't wanted me in your life again " i sniff

"I lied about that... I really wanted you with me.. I always do..."

I kissed him i have heard enough and i want him too.

We kissed passionately my arms around his neck as his hands go on my waist.

"I love you " i look at him

"I love you too"

I smile

He stares aware at something behind me

"Lets go now!" He grabs my hand

"What?! Jonathan?"

We hear two guys running after us as i look back i see two cops.

"Jonathan what's going on!?! Why are they chasing us!!!" I run with him

He looks at me

"..." He stops and turns to the cops and take out a gun from nowhere and shots them both

"Jonathan!!!!" I scream shitless

We hear many sirens and coo cars coming after us we get on his car and he drives full speed.

"Jonathan say something! I need answers now!" Im scared as hell there's even helicopters after us putting the light on us

"Its me" he says