Tyler bolted to the classroom for Business. He woke up late and had to rush getting ready. He stepped in and Mr. Smith looked at him and nodded. Tyler sat down in the middle row. Next to him on his left was Brendon, a freshman, and to his right there was a handsome boy, Tyler thought he knew his name? Joshua Dun? He couldn't remember. But he pulled out his text book and turned to the page everyone else was on. He didn't like business but he needed to do it. He wanted to become a musician of some sort. But that was still 4 years away. He read along with the text and about ten minutes in his head started pounding. Not this again. He pulled out an ibuprofen from his pocket and swallowed it dry. He went back to reading while Josh glanced over at him. Josh looked down Tyler's arm, it was covered in scars. He furrowed his brows and then grimaced at the realization that those scars were from self Harm. He looked over to Tyler and smiled and Tyler just smiled back but looked away quickly, pulling his sleeves down to hide his pain. Josh just felt bad for Tyler, he wanted to talk to him. He didn't know Tyler well but he's cutting himself. He needs help, Josh decided. Soon the teacher dismissed them and as Tyler was packing up his stuff and everyone was filing out Josh grabbed his shoulder and said,
"Listen, I don't know you, but I saw your scars and I am here for you if you need me." Josh said and smiled. Tyler looked at him and gave a quick thank you and nod. Josh was such a sweet guy. Tyler thought he might actually could become friends with him he'd try at least. Once Josh figures out he has schizophrenia he's bound to leave him. Like everyone else. Tyler picked up his bag and left. After this he had to go to his dorm and get ready for Calculus 1, by far his least favorite. He got to his dorm and Ryan wasn't there. He went in to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Of course Blurryface was there. He's always in the mirror to hurt Tyler. Tyler looked over at the razor next to him and rolled up his shirt sleeve. He took the razor to his arm. One cut. Tiny red droplets started pulling up and dripping. Tyler quickly covered and went to Calculus. The blood went down the drain and it stained the ivory sink. Tyler walked down the hallway and dropped his books. Josh instantly saw him and helped him pick up his books. He noticed the dark spot on Tyler's blue hoodie.
"Tyler did you?" Tyler curtly nodded. Josh hugged him. "Tyler you come to my place tonight, we need to talk." Tyler nodded his head, unsure of what Josh was gonna do to him. He was scared. Tyler left quickly before the tears started rising. He choked them down and went to calculus.
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FanfictionThis story is Joshler There will be some semi-triggering stuff. Please, if you see anything that might trigger you in the description please don't read. ° Self Harm (Cutting. Burning. Starving) ° Homophobic Slurs ° Schizophrenia ° Drug Abuse These...