One Summers Day (Tronnor)

Chapter 10

Hi everyone!!! This chapter is dedicated to @troyler-tronnor! Thank you so so much for everything you have done for me! I hope you continue to read my story! ♥️ Also, side note, THANK YOU ALL FOR 3.6K READS!!!! This is the biggest a story of mine has ever gotten!!! Thanks so so so so so much.

*Connor's POV*

Troye and I didn't do much today. We watched Mulan and random facebook videos. Then, we did the same thing as this morning at breakfast while listening to Amy Winehouse and ate Nutella. Troye was rested in between my legs, with his head resting on my stomach. I went to go show him a video, and I realised that he was sleeping. I don't think I could ever want anything more than to just stay here with Troye and relax. He makes even the most boring thing seem fun.

I wake up the next morning and Troye is already up. I realise that I slept on the couch with him, and we never went up to bed. I smell toast and Nutella and I know Troye is already making breakfast.

"Goodmorning beautiful" I say to Troye. He is sitting at the table on his computer, editing a video. "You are actually going to get your video up in time? Wow I'm Impressed"

"Shut up haha. It's a video explaining that it is 'drown in your hands' not 'cum in you hands'. Fuck my accent. I filmed it early this morning in front of the gate thing with all of the vines, I forgot how hard editing is, god"

"I know, want some help?" I say knowing that I will end up just doing it myself.

"Yes please" Troye responds with a pouty baby face. "You're the best"

"I know"
I edit all of Troye's video. Its really cute. At the end i make sure to cut off the *wink* byyyye because he's got a new album, he has to have a new outro. I show it to him and he's pleased with it and puts it up. 

*Troye's POV*

Connor edited my video for me. I forgot how hard editing is. I got up and filmed early this morning, because I went to bed so early yesterday. 

Other than my video today was kind of a lazy day. We didn't really do that much. We were both exhausted from staying up to watch the stars and talk. 

It dawned on me today that we only have two more days left until we have to leave. I don't want to leave. I haven't had this much fun in my life. Connor is so awesome. I can't believe he loves me. Out of everyone, he likes me. I just don't get it. I have been a fan of Connor, for well, ever. And he's in love with me. I don't deserve him. 

All I wanted was to make people smile. I didn't care about meeting my idols, or even getting a boyfriend. What wanted was to make people smile. And now not only have I met my idols, and one of them is my boyfriend, but I am making people smile. My dreams have come true. I can't believe it. I just. UGHH. Why did all this good stuff happen to me? I am just a small little boy from Australia who wanted to make other people smile, and now look. I am coming out with an album, I have a beautiful boyfriend, and some of the best friends I could ever ask for. I am so.... shocked. This is all surreal. I don't think I have been this happy in forever. I can't even explain the joy that is happening to me right now. I am the happiest little kid ever. I am just loving life. 

My biggest fear is not making people smile. That is why I don't post videos as often as I used to. Because I'm afraid they wont make my fans, my beautiful, happy, loyal, protective fans, smile. That's all I want. What if they don't like my new stuff. What if I fail at all I have ever wanted to do. 

I have got to stop over thinking this stuff. I gotta get some sleep.

A/N: 

Hey guys..... I am sorry this chapter was not uploaded yesterday, I am having some issues right now. This chapter, well the end of it, with Troye is kind of reflecting how I am feeling. The one thing I want in life is to make people happy, and I don't know how to do that. When I was a little kid, I wanted to be a doctor. And then I wanted to be an astronomer, and then I wanted to be a forensic anthropologist, and then I wanted to be a teacher. Now al I want is to make people happy and to make them smile and I don't know how to do that. I just want to see people who are having the worst of all days, smile because of something I did, or said. And I don't know how to do that. Anyway, That's not your guys' problem. (If any of you actually read this part of the story). 

If you need anyone to talk to you can talk to me on my socials,

Twitter: @bingeonyouth

Instagram: @_fare.thee.well_

I love you all my little.... Idk.... come up with a name for yourself. I'm just gonna make something up every day from now on. 

I love you all my little ladybugs! 

PS.

If you are reading this, thank you. It means a lot. Like more than I can explain. I am sorry I just through my existential crisis onto you.