i cant sing but i wish i could
because everyone i know deserves
a song to be sung
with the exact right words
only about them
maybe one day ill learn how to sing
maybe one day i wont
for today, though
i dont care if i can sing
i do it anyway
sometimes it isnt about whether you can or cant
sometimes its not about being afraid
i think what ive learned is that nothing matters too much
to be sick over
to die over
to end yourself over
my friends,
my family,
my beautiful lovers
are my favorite people
they always love with all their heart
they always care about mine
for a long long time
i forgot that being happy was a real thing
but i remembered
i dont know if id call that
"being blessed"
or
"being better"
i may not have healed every single inch of my body
but it is the strongest its ever been
i never knew what home felt like
until i realized it was right here
with them.
i hated every summer
until they showed me what people meant by
smiling wide
and living to remember,
not just to forget.
summer of 16
you are my best friend
(i cant wait to see whats next.)
