Bad Romance Of Amanda .

Chapter Three .

This must be where life and it's precious  moments comes to an end I wonder if my life is gonna be like this , or is it just an one time thing . I don't know the answer , but I hope that it won't repeat again .

I always love Davide he means the world to me , the possibility is that , I don't know why he cheated on me and on top of it , he hit me in the presence of my children - I mean our children . I taught he is a man that will never break my heart . Now I don't know how to put life anymore . I can't figure why he stab me in the heart like that . Gzzzzzz it's how men stay , I should have know that Davide wouldn't be all 100% faithful .

Maybe I shouldn't have come home with him that night when he find out that I was pregnant , maybe  than I wouldn't have been in this house , married , and been cheated and beated on. When I had find out that I was pregnant , I should have leave him or leave the country . But what , I made Shanice and Ted plead with me , perhaps than I wouldn't have been here .

Now look at me , one more  turn with a man he hurt me even though Everton rape me and took away my virginity , it is as bad as being cheated on and beated on with two kids . I had given Davide everything he can ever ask for . I give him things that I doubt I would ever give an other man .

I gave him two sons , twins , one time and look at what happened to me he damage me , my heart . I doubt I want to see him right now , but since he is my husband , should I continue to live like this never happen and forgive him or move on without him .

I had not so long drop the twins off at school , I am now on my way to work . Like always in the town people who continue to go to work and school wave at me and likewise I have wave back . I am a well known woman in the town for my work , and my boutique infact now I have my boutique and clothe line all over the country and some countries knows about my work .

In less than one year , I had made up to ten million dollars , but what's the use of money when I have what  I need , so in the seven years life span , I earn up to seventy two million , and two hundred thousand dollars. Well I had donate to charity and also a Jamaican annual show basically for donations for the children of Jamaica Children's Hospital ( that show is where well known artiste Shaggy and Friends cater for the help of the children in Jamaica ... That is in the month of February . ) Eventually it seems like my money doesn't decease  so instead I roll out two accounts for my kids .

One for going to school  that is from infant to university and also enough money to open up a there own business . So randomly  I have put aside forty million dollars  for them . Ask me if anyone know about it I would tell you no , because that's when I felt the need to .

Money is not my problem , I could stop working , but I can't because I love designing but guest what I am now gonna stop working for good , hmmmm.... I don't know when . But today is my last day in office , because I need some break . So as I arrive back home evening today is the last day of my presence in the office , because Monica can handle it she is a good worker .

As I arrive home I saw Wendy , Davide's mother ,  car in the driveway beside Davide's own . Am not surprise to see her car infact I been expecting her today since she said she want to have  the kids for over two weeks , two weeks away from my babies are like two years.  But anyways I know they'll be under good supervision and care .

As soon as I park I get out of the car and hurried inside as I expected the kids already went inside to hug their grandma .  They all talk and laugh , poor Wendy these kids never seems to get enough of their grandma. 

The moment my eyes land on Davide is the moment I turn and walk upstairs to our use to shared room . I walk to the bedroom get rid of my working attire and change into something comfortable by the time I walk back down stairs my babies was ready to go with grandma .

"Amanda?" Wendy ask with concerns in her eyes " I know you people are not talking but whatever it is don't let it jeopardize the twins ."

"Umm..."

"Don't need to shutter but I can see the way the both of you move from the last time I had been here . Anyways I be gone now sweet take care."

"You too mom just take care of my babies ."

"I will." I said by to my babies and lock the gate when they leaving . I look around my yard to see all the flowers that I had plant that gives the house a home made mood . Walking to the swings where my sons always played, thinking about what life had turn for me . Everything is all my fault I should had never fall in love , I made a wrong decision .

The time has now become dark and that's the moment I walk back to the house . As soon as my eyes land on Davide I walk to the kitchen to make me something to eat , he can go somewhere else to get food . I started to cook me some rice and curry chicken . that moment I saw him came in the kitchen and took his seat on the counter .

Instead , I try to be the wife of him and when I was done cooking I shared my food leaving just a little amount in the pot if he want it he can have it . I sit around the table and eat my dinner . Davide he come sitting opposite from me with food on a plate serve him right.  I ate in silence and didn't say a word not that am afraid of him but its better to avoid things than trying to make it worse .

"Amanda ."

"Amanda." He called my name for the second time ." Amanda don't you hear me talking to you ?"

"Talk."

At that I look up at him he shake his head and look to the ceiling like he's out of word . "Am really sorry for what happened yesterday I didn't..."

"Oh just shut up bout you didn't mean that . Davide you hit me not just the first time but in front of my babies . "

"Look I ..."

"Just shut up OK all saying is shit if you didn't mean it why let your angry control you huh ? Am so ashamed of you and right now I don't want nothing to do with you ." I said getting up and walking to the stairs .

"Why Amanda , why saying that ? "

"You dear ask me why Davide you fucking cheat on me , you fucking hit me and you standing here like you did nothing wrong . Let me ask you something Davide if you was tired of this pussy you should have told me and not go banging some dammm gyal ."

"Just shut up , OK " he said raising his hands to slap me .

"No Mr. Cunningham I want you to dare lay a finger on me and see what am go do to you . You think this yesterday hell no . Me am done talking here ."

"Amanda ... Amanda don't you dare walk away from me ."

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Hmmmm sometimes you just has to change for the best .

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