Harley is outside leaning against the cold brick wall of the bar she just stormed out of with tears running down her face.
"Hey" Castiel says making himself known.
"What do you want?" She asks weakly.
"What was that all about?" He asks.
"What was what about?" She says.
"The song and crying" he says walking closer.
"They didn't tell you?" Harley asks wiping her tears.
"Tell me what?" He walks closer.
"Nevermind" Harley says as she tried to walk away.
Key word 'tried'.
Castiel grabs her arm.
"Tell me what?" He asked her.
"Crowley is my 'father' and he wants me to go to hell and assist him" She says.
"Assist him? With what?" Castiel asks.
"I don't know, but I don't want to leave Tammy" Harley says.
"Your going to say yes?" Castiel asks.
"I was thinking about it. If I don't agree he'll take me anyway" Harley said looking down.
Castiel lifts her head up by her chin.
"I will not let him take you Harley" he says staring into her eyes intensely.
Her breath hitches as his face moves closer to hers.
She knows she can't kiss him.
"Cas" she breaths, "Y-you can't kiss me" she says putting a hand on his chest.
"Why?" He asks.
"You just can't" she says and goes back inside.
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Castiel walks back in and over to Dean, Sam, and Tamra.
"How'd it go Cas?" Tamra asks.
"We talked and she told me that Crowley is your father and she was thinking about saying yes to him, then we almost kissed" Castiel said.
Dean choked on his drink.
"Y-you almost kissed?" He asked a little jealousy showing.
"Yes. I was telling her that I would not let him take her and then I tried to kiss her but she told me I couldn't" he explained.
Sam looked at Dean.
"You okay?" he whispered.
"I'd rather not talk about it Sammy" Dean said downing his drink.
"Dude you like her don't you?" Sam asks his older brother.
"Shut up Sam" Dean groans.
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As Harley is ordering another drink she hears,
"Harley?"
"What Cas?" She asks.
"Are you okay?" He asks.
Harley looks at him.
"Do you want me to to tell the truth?" She asks.
He nods.
"Honestly, no I'm not okay. You wanna know why? Because I am scared of myself Cas. I have had thoughts that could put me in a mental hospital. And that is not good." She tells the angel.
"If you don't mind me asking what are the thoughts?" Castiel asks.
"Cas I don't want to live anymore. I want- I want to kill myself and that scares me because I don't want Tamra to be alone. I thought I was stronger" Harley says.
"Harley you are the strongest woman I have ever seen, you can not kill yourself" Castiel says.
"I know I know 'it will devastate Tammy' " Harley says taking a drink.
"No It will devastate me too Harley" Castiel staring into Harley's eyes intensely.
"I need you Harley you can not leave me" Castiel says grabbing her hand.
They stare into each other's eyes.
"Uh Harley? Cas?" Tamra asks. And they look away immediately.
"Yeah? Uh where is Dean?" Harley asks.
"He walked off" Castiel says.
"I'll go find him" Harley and Sam say at the same time.
"Go ahead Harley" Sam smiles and Harley walks off to find Dean.
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Harley walks outside and sees Dean sitting on the hood of his car.
"Hey." Harley says.
"What do you want?" he says.
"Why are you out here and not hitting on some random girl?" she asks.
