The bestfriend (Cameron Dallas)(boyxboy)

1.8

"Oh my god Cameron stop whining!" Bethany yelled while covering her ears.

"If you want Harry so bad then go get him" she exclaimed.

"I can't he doesn't love me, like how I love him" I groaned.

"If you say that one more fucking time, I will chop your dick off" she growled.

"Just go. You're cute, sexy, tall, muscular, sweet. Literally the whole package. And I already told you that he used to like you" she sighed.

"I guess, but he's in a fragile state right know. I can't"

"Stop attacking like a little bitch and get your man" she yelled as she pushed me out of MY house.

I sighed I went to my car did the usual shit, and sped off to Harry's house.

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"Cameron can you please leave me alone" Harry whimpered as he hugged the blanket to him.

"No, you need me, I'm not leaving" I reassured him as I grabbed his hand and squeezed it.

He lunged over to me and wrapped me in a hug.

I quickly grabbed his waist and brought to my lap, himself straddling me. I wrapped both of my arms around his small waist as he laid his hands and head on my chest.

"Why does everyone leave me" he sniffled.

"I mean am I not good enough for boys, am I just the type of guy that is a hump and dump. All I want is someone to treat me with respect, with love, and loyalty, is that to much to ask.." He cried as he gripped my shirt.

"In this world it is. Some guys are scared of commitment, scared to show emotion. And only mask there emotion with carelessness. Guys are dicks, it takes time to find the perfect guy. Wether he's in a different country, city, town, neighborhood, or if he's sitting here with you"

"You just have to wait, it takes some time for this kind of stuff to heal" I told him kissing his tear stained cheek.

"Cameron I can't take this anymore! To many guys have token advantage of me, nobody cares, NOBODY" he screamed as he jumped out of my lap.

"I've been used, beaten, thrown around. NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME OR MY FEELINGS. All they want is sex...that's all they want from me"

"I'm just this useless sex toy that every guy wants, I'm just not good enough, IM JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH. That's what EVERY guy has told me"

"I'm not worthy of love, I'm not worthy to be loved. I'm not worthy" he cried with every word he said, every sharp breath. My heart brakes, shatters.

He's right he's not worthy of love, he's not worthy for another's guys love.

But he's worthy of mine, he needs to know that I love him, as a best friend, boyfriend, husband, partner, father of my child. He's worthy for my love and my love only.

He's good enough for me, every single thing about him is perfect....I can't lie and I won't. I won't hurt him, I will do my best to always protect him. To always cherish him, to always say 'I love you', 'you're beautiful', 'you're mine', and maybe one day 'marry me'.

But he needs to learn how to love himself, before he can love another. He's been broken far to many times, and I'm always here to reassure him that I love him. Sure it may get repetitive, but everyone needs a little boost, a little bit of love.

And I'm completely okay to tell him I love you every second of everyday. He's perfect, he's worthy, he's good enough in my eyes.

"Every time I get a boyfriend they always leave me, everyone leaves me...I can't take it anymore. I feel so lonely, so un-loved. No one wants me" he cried.

"DAMMIT Harry. Just shut up!" I yelled.

Harry's eyes went wide as tears rimmed his eyes. My eyes went wide as realization smacked me in the ass. I went over to him and grabbed his hands.

"Shhh-Shhh it's okay I'm sorry I yelled. I'm sorry" I told him while bringing him into a hug.

"Don't you ever say that about yourself, like I said any guy would be lucky to have you. Stop putting yourself through this type of shit" I reassured him.

"But it's hard Cameron. No one wants me" he looked as a stray tear fell. I cupped his face with my hands and swiped the tear with my thumb.

"I want you" my voice low, he gripped my wrist. I dropped my hands from his face and laid them softly on his waist

"I've always wanted you, I've always wanted to do things that no best friend would, to hold you, care for you-love you. To be with you forever until the day I die..." I told him as my forehead laid on top of his.

"What do you mean" he softly spoke, cracks hear and there.

"I mean, I always want to be with you, and I've been holding my self back. And I can't do it anymore, I've always wanted to do things with you but I'm scared. I'm scared you won't feel the same, but I won't know until I do it" I said my arms wrapping around him.

"Then do it" he whispered laying both of his small hands on my chest.

I pulled him towards me and leaned, are breaths both cool and sweet. My eyes traveled down to his plump lips as I stated hungrily at them. His small hands gripped my shirt as I tightened my grip on his waist.

We were even closer then we were a second ago, as if faith just wanted us to get it over with. I softly brushed my lips against his, the small hint of his lips-pure bliss.

"Do it" he whispered. I pulled him even closer if it was even possible, I rubbed his sides. His body shivered a small smirk formed in my lips. Do it Cameron, you've been waiting for this for far to long. The day has come and you're just standing there like a lost puppy. Do it. Do it.

I slowly leaned and captured his lips onto mine, my stomachs flipping, turning, butterflies throwing everything. I'm screaming...

He wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me closer, I swiped my tongue along his bottom lip. A small moan was heard from Harry, and I whimpered. My hands traveled down from his nice ass to his perfect thighs. I patted his thighs signaling him to jump, he did and jumped wrapping his legs around my waist.

I held him firmly so he won't fall and continued to kiss him. He parted his mouth and my tongue roamed every corner. His sweet-minty taste drove me insane. I walked over to the couch and dropped him.

He laid down and I hovered over him kissing him from his neck to his pink lips. My dream has come true, my love is here, my heart is at peace. I'm the happiest guy in the world.

Our lips moved in perfect sync, he wrapped his leg around my waist to pull me closer as his hands tugged on my hair. A moan escaped me as I gripped his thigh.

"I love you"