Chapter 33

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~ Harry Pov ~

(August 31)

Shaking is an understatement and being scared is also one.

For the first time, I really don't know what to do.

I knocked the door and I took a deep breath.

Opening the door surprised a Ariana said:"Hi,Harry"

Oh I expected an 'what do you want' but, cool.

"Um we need to talk about us"I said as she nodded letting me in.

"Is anyone here?"I asked looking around.

"No just you and me"Ariana said as we entered her room.

Ok that's great news.

"Um,before I tell you what really happened I just want to talk to you about what I've learned these past ten horrible days without you"I said as she nodded sitting on her bed me following.

"I realized that I need you and..."

I can't do this.

What if I don't do the right thing or she doesn't find the energy to trust me again.

"You can speak"She said noticing I've haven't started.

"I know you might not want me back but, I just want you to know Taylor was the one that kissed me and I'll never,ever hurt you like that cause I love you to much to do that to you Ariana"I said as she looked at me nodding.

"My Mum always said if you love something let it go but, I can't let you go Ari and it hurted that you thought I could be that shallow"

She looked at her hands as I talked knowing what I was saying was true.

"When I date a girl,I won't hurt them cause I always end things with a girl before starting something with someone else and I'll never end things with you cause this time,I'm sure something will happen with us and we'll be together forever cause were better together"

"I want it to be you and I hope you feel the same about me"

She just sat there while tears formed in her eyes.

"I can't let you go cause you made me realize what I felt for your sister was just a crush and that this is love and I want the person that I spend all my love on is you"

"I love you Ari and I need you here,everything I do is better when your here my music,my voice,my life choices and specially the fact I show people the real Harry,I can be plus it's not the same anymore at the flat without you"

That was wierd. And I felt like a complete loner.

"I need someone to show me that I might not be perfect and I need to accept my flaws just the way they are,Ari"

"Your everything I always wanted in a girl,the charisma,the perky attitude,the wisdom and honesty importantly the fact that you love my for who I am and not for what people expect of me 'The Harry Styles"I said.

She just sat there with the tears of joy rolling down her cheeks.

"Don't cry it's just making me feel worser then I already do"I said as she shaked her head.

"I'm not crying cause you hurted me"She said wiping her tears.

"Then why?"I asked as I felt something roll down my cheek.

I've been crying the whole time and I haven't even really realized it.

"I'm crying cause I was the one that hurted you"She said wiping her eyes.

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