Inseparable

Disappearing

      3 months ago...it was a normal day in my agriculture class(5th period). It also happened to be the end of the class/day. We were laughing and goofing off, but she has a profound expression and stopped laughing, so I stopped.  She looked at me, eyes to eyes, and said "You know" after that I looked perplexed. After she said that she ran out of our class and soon out of the school, as she was running out of school she looked back at me and said " I loug ya" (thats our way of saying love you). I looked really worried and said I louged her too and after that I didn't see her ever again, not after school at my house, not over Skype.. I just never saw her again. I remember that day since her disappearance three months ago. The most important thing I remember of that day is her some of the last words she ever said to me " you know". This past three months without her have been hard; harder than I would've though. Things I would usually do with her were never the same. Normal? There's no such thing, so don't try. I tried to be myself but it's not the same when your best friend went missing three months ago and the last words she said to are "you know" and "loug ya". It's been hard, nothing's the same and the things you used to look at with her just make you cringe while you fight to hold back tears. I heard this quote saying "be yourself everyone else is taken" it was said by Oscar Wilde, but see it's hard when your best friend is gone .POOF! Just like that, she disappeared. I don't know why she did it, but I do know that even as she disappeared from my life, she'll always be a part of me...