My Dear Dead Brother

Part 1: My Normal Life

"Who are you?...."
"Don't you remember "
"Wait don't go!"
"I will never leave your side...you are everything to me why would I leave you..."he smiled
I don't know who he is but I didn't feel alone with him around.. I want him to stay..... his smile and how he talks...were have I heard his voice?....who is he?......

I suddenly woke up from my weird dream, as always with that boy again, but somehow it made my day...
"If only he really existed..."
I said to myself as I realized I was in the real world were my life wasn't in pink, I was always last and behind, my family hates me they always judged me and humiliated me,every morning I woke up was like a nightmare for me and it would never end....
My family was a disaster, my grandpa would always try to find a way to be with another woman and have fun with her...but one day changed my life, when I was 5 years old my grandpa would try to touch me, that filthy pork...yeah he attempted to do it but he never could, my mother would always discuss with my father and he would always hurt my mother, my mother didn't care and she would always say sorry, I would get really mad at her....my father also attempt to touch me but he didn't go too far not like grandpa they would hurt me and judge me, but who would believe a little girl that her father left her when she was 3 years old and has mother who always talks to her without even knowing how she feels...

I standed up and got ready for school, I went downstairs and my mother was cooking breakfast for dad
"Good morning..." she said while she was cooking, then she looked at me and her expression changed of one of disgust
"Why do you always wear black?...that's a sad and horrible color you should be more like your sister she dresses better than you..."
I simply ignored her and as calm as I could I told her
"Yeah mom sorry for not being miss perfect..."
"And there you go again...stop being a little girl and act your age gosh you act just like your real dad!" She yelled at me, then there was silence, then I whispered
"I gotta go bye...." I grabbed my backpack and I left with tears on my face, I was the kind of person who hidded my feelings I would never give them that pleasure but it would hurt so much my broken and damaged heart....
"Don't cry...I'm with you always..."someone whispered, I felt a breeze, a cold and calm breeze, I closed my eyes
"Who are you?...please stay..."
Suddenly someone tapped my shoulder it was my best friend Eric
"Hey you gonna stand there or are you gonna get the bus?"
"Hey...Hi Eric..."
"Come on let's go or else we'll miss the bus..."
"Yeah...em...sure"
We walk towards the bus stop and we got on, we would always usually sit on the back
"So how was your morning?" Eric asked with a smile
"It was....ok I guess..." I said trying to sound happy
"Yeah, and for bad luck we have math in the morning.."he said with a funny tone
"Yeah well it's not that bad..."
"Yeah but that's because you are good at it..."
"Well that's what happens if you don't attend school and ditch"
"Hey! I do attend school..." he said faking that he was mad
"Hehe...well let's say you don't go always" I smiled, I didn't know why but every time I smiled Eric always blushed
"Well...it's ok....I guess" he responded.
This was my normal life...everyday would start off with a nightmare but I got a feeling that sooner or later it won't be like this anymore....