Falling inlove again

When I first laid eyes on you

8/14/16

It all started in the 10th grade. I was a sophomore and you were a senior. I was scared to approach you. I saw you around in the halls going class to class.
"God I wish he could see me" I've always said to myself but soon enough I gave up. I thought I was a nobody I didn't matter. I then fell for someone else .... Someone else that made my next three years a living hell. He knew what to say to pull me in to believe everything he said. First we started as just friends then as best friends to where he would consider me family then to his girlfriend. We were together for maybe three months and then after he graduated he decided he was gonna leave the state and break up with me. I remember it like it happened yesterday. My friends and I were standing at my locker in the morning as usual and I was waiting for him. Then he looks at my best friend then back at me and he tells me we have to break up and he didn't even seem like he was upset to break up with me because he has somewhat of a smile on his face as I ran to my home room crying! Like how could a human be so inhuman to someone. But that day well it was just the start of the hellish years of my life until I met you.