A/N:Mga gusto kong sabihin.. Gamit ang mga letters :)
Alam ko na hindi ka nagwawattpad, pero para sayo to. I wrote this months ago, when all the things around me doesn't seem right.
Dear You,
Hello?! Kilala mo pa ba ako? Kapal mo naman if you don't know me na. Ganun na ba ako ka-samang tao? Heeeeey. I wrote this letter to remind you again that I'm not angry. I just want to kill you. You & my bestfriend who betrayed me... Bleeeeh! hahahaha. That was only a joke. I can't do that. I have tons of words to say... First........ Yeah........... I miss your voice. I miss those 30 mins-10 hrs. Wag mo naman sanang isipin na patay na patay pa rin ako sa'yo. I'm almost over you really.. Almost because, Whenever I see couples cuddling around.. I always remember those times when you hug me behind. Mahal na mahal talaga kita dati. Ba't kaya nawalaaa?
Ay wag mo nang tanungin kung bakit. Ayoko na din alalahanin kung anong katangahan ang nagawa ko. But that decision was a good one for me though. Mas nagkaroon ako ng time para sa sarili ko. At sa studies ko. Pero di naman natin maiiwasan na maisip o sumagi pa din ang isipan ko sa'yo. You we're my soulmate.... Now... I really couldn't say who you are to me. May be a stranger,a memory. Dami ko pang naalala tungkol sa'yo. Ang weirdddd?! Ako ang nangiwan. Ang lakas ng loob ko noh? Kapal kasi nang mukha ko e. ehhehe. Well, You we're everyone's dreamboy. Campus Heartthrob. Me? A loner. A girl who studies for her future.... Not knowing you'll for me deeply. The sad part was I wasn't ready to fall in love that deep. Sorry for not loving you the way you love me. We're young, we're enjoying our freedom. But I must admit, you are the best. You are always there... You wouldn't let me cry if not on your shoulders. You'll sing for me even if you don't have the voice. Hahahaha. But I ruined it. :(
One more, I miss how you call me "Princess" "Babe". That was my ultimate dream, to be called by a guy the name "princess". It's really awkward to talk about this one. Uhm, I mean telling half of our story here in watty. :) But, I'm really proud to say that someone fell for me, but I didn't made an effort to make our love last... Last until forever.
Andaming What ifs. Andaming Why's. Andaming Questions. Lalo na nung malapit na talaga akong bumigay. I was drown out of confusion. In short, I can't handle the feeling of being a child and falling out of love. Thank you for loving me, despite of my flaws and insecurities. Your efforts are all appreciated by me. (: All in all, You're the perfect guy but I'm not the right girl for you.
Sorry for making you believe in all my promises, but half of them are really true. One of broken promises are: "I will never leave you" Sorry for saying that. :( I was the one who leaved. Hohohoho. But time heals everything ya know. I've changed and for sure, I know you already changed. I really want to fight for you. Pero di ko na kaya </3.
I'm always here when you need someone to talk to.
Sorry,
Me.
A/N: Ang drama ko po. Matagal ko nang nasulat to. Pasensha na powszx!
