Loving You The Wrong Way 2

Chapter 5

I heard a few people were still waiting on these two return back. Well here they are. :)

PS: I put another picture of bri and blu up so y'all haven't forgotten their sexy ass faces 😍😱.

*bri

Hurt wasn't the word. Traumatized and shattered wasn't it either. There was nothing in this world that could compare to how lost I felt and how overwhelmed it was for me to actually be accepting that she doesn't love me the same any more.

"hey honey where's blu?" My mom ask as I walked in.

"She's outside. Listen mom I think I'm just gonna go home," I shrugged as tears fell out of my eyes.

"So soon? I know it's hard for you baby but I was hoping you can stay a little while longer and meet my fiancé," she said.

"Can I meet him another time?" I asked as I rolled my eyes

"No, now that I have both of my daughters here. You said you would do this for me,"

"I don't feel comfortable staying here. Especially now that blu is here with that ... girl! I just don't feel it ma," I said sadly.

"I'm sorry honey. I know this is something you're really having a hard time. I'm not gonna force you to stay if it's really hurting you inside. You're my baby and I wouldn't want you to feel miserable in any kind of way. Can you at least come back tomorrow and try to see him? Please Briana?" She asked.

"I'll see mom," I said unhappily.

"Come here baby..." she said as she saw the tears in my eyes the minute my head touched her shoulders was the minute I cried my ass off.

"She doesn't love me at all," I sobbed.

"Bri....  you need to understand you cannot have her the way you want her," she said. I quickly removed myself off of her.

"I'm just gonna go," I said as I grabbed my purse and walked out of the house. Her and that bitch she got all wrapped around her arms and shit can do whatever the fuck they want because after this day I no longer give a fuck about her. Not even as my sister. Fuck blu!

I arrived home and decided to throw myself into the shower. I wasn't sure where the hell bobby was and I honestly didn't give two fucks. I didn't care for his ass at all. The only reason why we're together is for the publicity. Nothing is really real between us. It's honestly like a force in this dumb relationship.  When we first met,  I tried to turn myself back onto men but... looking  back over it all, I can honestly say that I still feel more comfortable with women. My sexuality will never change. I will always love pussy, I will always prefer tits and ass, before I ever prefer dick. it disgusts me to actually have it inside of me. I wish I could leave Bobby but... there's no way to escape. I tried running away, calling the police, fighting back, but he always finds a way to beat me. Literally. I finished washing my body up before I headed down to the kitchen to make me some dinner. 

Chicken fettuccine and some garden salad sounded delicious so that's what I decided to make. In the middle of preparing it I heard a soft knock on the door. I knew it couldn't be Bobby because he had the keys.  I walked over to the front and opened it to see ciara standing there geeking, with a bottle of Chardonnay.

"Bestie!!!!!!" I shouted out.

"There go my sexy bitch!" She shouted back out as she squeezed me very tightly. I allowed her in before I closed the door behind us.

"Damn you look so beautiful!" I said as I studied Ciara's figure. I couldn't lie she was looking hella bad. Titties and ass bigger and it seemed like she was growing.