Daddy's Little Girl

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It was hard as hell taking care of a kid. School was about to start in another week & I don't know what I'm gon do.

I'm trying to start my senior year off right. No more slipping up skipping school or just going there to pick up bitches, I'm done with that.

I was changing Heaven so I can go hit up the mall. I still don't know if I want to take her with me or not yet because I'm not trying to have her in this heat but this will be my first time outside the house with her since she been here.

I loved watching her grow. She about to be 1 month in a few days. That went by hella quick. She was only 4 days when her mom, whoever that is, dropped her off.

This shit still unreal. This probably for the best though because I don't need or want baby mama drama.

"Aye ma. Can you dress her for me?" I picked Heaven up & walked into my moms room. She was laying down on the phone & didn't hear shit I said. "Ma. Dress her for me I'm about to jump in the shower." I handed her to her not waiting for a answer then went & took a shower.

After I was dressed I went & grabbed Heaven from my moms then left. It's crazy how the bitch that left her at my door didn't leave shit. I swear all my daughter had was the clothes on her back & a car seat.

I did what I had to do for her though. My mom made sure of that. I just still caint believe somebody would leave a kid like that. What if somebody snatched her up before my mom opened the door. I swear thinking about that shit be pissing me off. Deep down I dead ass don't want to see her.

I hit up Alicia before I pulled out the parking lot to see if she was trying to chill with us today. Since Hev came around she stay wanting to kick it with a nigga. I think she using me for my daughter.

I went & swooped her up then headed straight to the mall. I grabbed my baby stroller & bag & Licia did the rest.

"You would be a good ass mama."

"Yeah I know. I plan on having a house full of kids one day." She walked along side of me & pushed the stroller.

"A house full? How the fuck many do you want?" I asked.

"4 maybe 5. Depends on my husband."

"So you gon get married on me?"

"On you? Boy you not my man so what you mean?"

"Why the fuck you always got something smart to say ugly ass." I hit her in the back of her head.

"What I tell you about putting your hands on me punk." She punched me in the arm & I laughed.

I had a bad ass habit of hitting her whenever she talked shit but I never hit her to hurt her. I mean I did once but I was drunk & I don't know what the fuck happened. I just remember going to school that Monday seeing her all bruised up & was ready to whoop a nigga ass until she told me what really happened. I try not to get that drunk around her no more. We always end up on some dumb shit.

"Stop crying like that hurt. You think she old enough to rock some Jordans?" I asked.

"Yeah I think they have newborn sizes. You trying to get her some?"

"Yeah we about to get some alike." We got on the elevator & went up to the second floor. From where we was footlocker was looking packed.

As we got closer I saw I was right. It was hella people in there & I wasn't trying to be in there.

"Come on if you want those shoes. You gon be mad if you get in there & the J's you want for you & her gone."

We walked in with me behind her. She went straight to the baby shoes & all eyes was on me & her. Half the store was people we knew from school. Some cool & some not.

"Hey daddy."

"What up?"

Damn. Missy was bad but that bitch was crazy. I fucked with her on & off all of sophomore year. That whatevership was wild. Best thing about it was lil mama head was bomb as fuck.

"Damn so you got some bitch pregnant & now you can't show me love?"

"Don't start that shit. Come here." I pulled her close wrapping my arms around her waist. She hugged me then slid her hands down to my chest.

"So you on lock or is we gon chill before summer over?"

"On lock. Ha." I chuckled.

"Yeah on lock. I know you a baby daddy & all that now but that don't mean you can't still have fun. Or does it?"

"I'm single but I'm a daddy first. I do miss that head work tho." I bit my lip.

"Ass. Is that it?"

"Basically."

"Whatever. I know my shit good though so I'm not tripping. Call me later I miss you." She licked her lips.

"I got you."

"J what about these? These will be so cute on her." Licia walked over with a shoe in her hand.

"I'll see you later." Missy pulled my shirt kissed my cheek then rolled her eyes at Alicia as she walked out.

"Damn what was that?" Lic asked laughing.

"Shit I don't know. You know that bitch bi polar." I took the shoe from her & looked at it. "If I caint find none to match then she not getting them." I gave them back.

"Why not they cute. She don't want to go around looking like you." She argued.

"That's my mini me yes she do." I walked over to the men's section & couldn't find nothing I wanted so I got her them J's Licia wanted me to get for her. She was acting like a cry baby & I didn't have time for her attitude.

"Happy now monkey?"

"Yep." She smiled. We walked out & she sat down taking Hev out the stroller feeding her. I looked at her interact with my daughter & smiled.

"You might need to move in because when she be waking up in the middle of the night I'm gon need you to get her so I can sleep." I said halfway playing around.

"This TT baby I'll do anything for my little princess." She smiled rubbing noses with my daughter.

When she said TT she made me think about that 1 night stand I had with her sister last year when she turned 15. I haven't saw her in months.

Naw it can't be her. I'm sho Licia would of chewed my ass up if she knew I fucked her sister. I looked at her smile & play with Heaven & started thinking.

If her sister had a baby, my baby & Lic not saying shit that's fucked up.