Okay so here's my life... In 6th grade I founded out that I have anxiety.. Then I started to grow out of it.. Everyday I was nervous someone was gonna say something about me being ugly or something... So I met this guy named Brennan, he was my first best friend at school because I was like the new kid.. Brennan was always there for me... Me and him never fought or argued.. I loved him like he was my brother... Well it was Winter Break and everyone was off doing their thing... I was stuck home alone with my brother, Andrew, me and him didn't do anything except wait on our mom to get on from work.. So school starts back up.. I was wondering were Brennan was, I found out he moved... I was all alone. I had no one... Then I moved on, not thinking about him no more....
So 7th grade starts up.. My anxiety gotten worse.. I was more nervous and hurt, it was miserable... Then towards the end of the school year, I turned bisexual, then I started dating this girl who broke my heart even worse... Her parents couldn't trust me and started being mean... Rɛaʟʟʏ ʍɛaռ... Then me and her broke up over summer break... After 5 months of being with her, her parents didn't trust me until 5 days before we broke up... I said I was done and I erased her from everything so I couldn't talk to her... I just need time to stop thinking of her... Sooo before all the girlfriend stuff happened.. my anxiety gotten so much worse over the summer break.. Every time I cried, got nervous, or got mad... My anxiety/depression gotten worse... I used to cut....
Now towards the 8th grade school year.. I'm shaking more when I get nervous... I have shortness of breaths... Which hurts a lot... And I stutter a lot more than usual.. This 8th grade year is so hard.. I'm already getting bullied.. And its like the 9th day of school.. I don't know anymore... Drama has built up with me and my friends.. So I'm like the third wheel in every friend circle I go by... Oh well..
Well thank u for staying and reading about my stupid life.
