The new kid. A kiingtong fanfic

AN

Okay so like I have a lot to say???

So in Will's video we was reading fan fiction and mine is the second one to come up?

I hate it.

I absolutely hate it.

I loved this story! I loved it so much while I was writing it and when you guys were commenting and voteing and everything and it made me so happy! I was really down at that point of my life and your comments helped a lot.

I've always wanted to be an author and this made it almost real?

But yeah so I was watching Will's video and I saw my fan fiction and my heart dropped and I felt sick. I hate this story now. It's trash. The grammer is trash. The spelling is trash. The punctuation is trash. The story line is trash. It's just trash.

Will, if you are reading this I am so fucking sorry. I'm sorry for the cringe.

I know a lot of you enjoyed this and that's okay! But please don't make cringeworthy fan fiction that your favorite youtuber might read.

If you want to get a hold of me for some reason just DM me on my new account deathXlove

Bye everyone <3

*update

Okay after reading it through and reading all the comments, I guess it's not terribly cringy (btw how do you even spell cringy? It's one word I'm terrible at spelling) but I still think it's bad.

I always thought the story line was weak and boring but it wasn't. I've written bigger and better fan fictions on my other account that I'm to afraid to publish. (None about Will.)

When I was reading Kiingtong fan fictions there was little to none. Like three. I wanted there to be more and that's way this exists.

Plus that Will is my favorite youtuber and his videos have helped me through a lot. He was kind of like my safety blanket of sorts a few years ago because I was going through a lot and I had relied on him and his videos a lot.

I know that doesn't make much sense but I'd rather not talk about the things I was going through because talking about it just brings me down and I'm over all that now. I'm happy now. Will's videos helped me a lot and that's why this fan fiction exists.

I don't think I would be here today with out Will and the other things that kept me strong.

I fell like I'm a totally different person now then I was when I wrote this fan fic and that's probably why I hate it.

Like I've grown up in these last few years. I don't listen to the same music, wear the same style of clothes, my hair is different, my personality is different, but most importantly my view on the world and living is different.

I used to think I was worthless and life was stupid and unimportant and nothing would change if I was gone. I realise now that I was wrong. All the people lives around me would change if I was gone and I'm not worthless, I have my whole live ahead of me.

I don't like how this is turning into a pity party so I'm going to end it here, sort of. I have a few more things to say.

1. I'm not deleting this story

2. I will forever cringe at it but oh well

And

3. IT GETS BETTER! If any of you are struggling with depression, anxiety, self harm, suicidal thoughts or anything like that it does get better. It takes time but trust me it does. You guys helped me a lot at the time I needed it the most.

Thank you so much.