8. Arguments

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Hey everyone it's been awhile I know but this imagine is for @ethokapo_carlogrimo

Y/n's POV
"Why does everything have to be so hard with you Ethan?!" I yelled at the man I have loved since I was in year 9 and now we're both 22 having our first major fight over nothing.

"What do you mean I make everything difficult? Your the one that's always complaining about everything." He yelled back getting up in my face.

"Me?!"

"Yes you all I said was that I didn't want to raise a baby with my career!"

"How could I not make a big deal about that, will you ever want a baby?"

"I don't know y/n! Right now my career is more important than a family."

"So your saying, your career is better then me?!" I yelled my eyes starting to well up.

"Right now yes, you know if I picked Gala all that time back then she wouldn't have a problem with me wanting to focus on my career!" Ethan furiously yelled slamming his hands against the wall caging me in.

"W-what-t?" I asked hurt written all over my face my tears finally falling down my face with my head looking down, pushing away from Ethan.

"I-." Ethan started to say grabbing my arm stopping me from walking any further.

"Just go Ethan." I whispered pointing to the door.

"But-."

"Go!" I yelled pushing him towards them door. "I'll pack all your things and you can come pick them up later." I whispered shutting the door on his face that was starting to tear up.

I leaned against the door sobbing quietly holding my stomach, today was the day that I was going to tell Ethan that I was pregnant, I'm about 1 month along and I just found out 2 days ago but now I don't think I'll ever see him again and that really hurts.

I woke up with my eyes blood shot and puffy with a loud knocking on my entrance door.

I slowly walked down the stairs and towards the door opening it while rubbing my eyes.

As soon as it was fully open arms went around my waist hugging me while a face went to the crook of my neck, I could hear quiet sobbing and feel a wetness running down my neck to my collar bone.

"Y/n I'm soooo fucking sorry about what I said-d I love you so m-much it hurts, you know I'll do anything for you and everything I-is just getting to me, I'm stressed-d and I know that's not a good enough reason, cos your perfect but I don't want you to ever leave me a-and I I do want a kid, tru-truth is I'm scared, I don't know if I'm gonna be a good-d dad, what happens if I-I mess up, I just love you so much and our future family please please please forgive me, I'll do anything." Ethan sobbed louder hugging me tighter.

"I love you too Ethan, I-I'm pregnant and I know your gonna be an amazing father to him or her, your a great guy Ethan and I'm lucky to have you in my life, please don't ever leave me." I whispered.

"I-I'm gonna be a dad." Ethan whispered pulling back and looking me in the eyes with a hint of happiness in them.

"Mmhm." I nodded bringing his arm down to my stomach. "1 month."

He lifted me up spinning me around while laughing along with me.

"I love you so much y/n you would not believe, I'm gonna be here every step of the way."

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