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You were that girl I used to be with. Playing with me in the arcade. Comforting me when I cry. You always carry me home when I'm drunk and helping me with my problems.

You were that girl I used to talk with. You listen to my rants and jokes and you also listen to the stories I just made up.

You were that girl I used to sing with. You knew I really do love singing. You always sing my favorite song.

You were that girl I used to dance with. Dancing to Gangnam Style with me. Dancing and partying everywhere.

You were that girl I used to cook soup when you get sick. I always take good care of you.

You were that girl I used to tucked in bed because you look so cute when you're sleepy.

You were that girl I used to hold hands with. I'm holding your hand tightly because I'm afraid you'll let go of me.

You were that girl I used to hug with. I'm hugging you tightly because I'm afraid you'll leave me.

But, one day, I saw you with someone else. With Soonyoung, our classmate. You were laughing and talking with him. As if I never existed in this world and he was your bestfriend instead of me.

Not until reality hit me hard and realized that I love you so much more than just a bestfriend. I love you so much that I'm afraid someone will take you away from me and I want you to be mine.

I agreed to myself to let you go and be happy with him. So I decided to court her, to forget about you. Yes, I used her and I'm very sorry for that. Maybe someday I might love her back.

I introduce you to her. I thought you will be happy but you're not. Yes, you're smiling but that smile was a fake. I know you well.



Tell me. Do you feel the same way? Do you, perhaps, love me, too?





사랑해요, Choi Younghee.

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