Thought of love <3

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3 months later

Kelsey's POV

Well me and Jason have been together for about 2 and a half months now. At first i thought he was the kindest, sweetest guy ever, but everyone makes mistakes. I sure did, i thought he was my first love. You see he was my first proper relationship, it was scary but amazing at the same time. Now its just plain scary. You see im a radio presenter and i got offered a job for a big station. I was so excited to start. But it meant i had to focus on work and spend a lot of time on it. At the time me and jason were going out for bout a month and we spent every second together. When i told him he just flipped out and started shouting at me, saying i was lying and stuff. I tried to fight back but i was so scared. The first time he hit me was a couple of days after he shouted at me. I was talking to Danny bout my new job and jason walked in on out skyping & thought i was cheating on him. That night jason punched me in the eye so i got a black eye, he kicked me till i fell over, left marks on the side of my stomach and more ( but i dont want to go into detail). He said i cant tell anyone what he's doing or he'll hurt my brother & sister. Im still with him which meant i had to decline that job i got offered. He made me decline it. I cant evan say his name anymore, that name makes me shiver with fear & makes me want to be sick. He stopped me from talking to Danny. He's always around me so i dont have one minuet peace. Im living in fear of my own boyfriend, i cant even call him that he is just a sick twisted bastard. I cant evan brake up with him. Im scared of what he would do to my older siblings if i broke up with him. Its not evan worth thinking bout, i mean they may drive me up the wall & round the bend but i love them & care bout them to much to see anything bad happen to them.

One day i was talking to danny on skype, apologising to him bout how i havent talk talk to him for so long. Me & Danny were just catching up when he walked through the door. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE TALKING TO HIM FOR?" he shouted at me. I didnt know what to say, so i just shut down my laptop & looked at the floor. Thats when he came over and slapped me he. It stung really bad. He asked me the same question again. I still didnt answer cause i didnt want to make him anymore angry that what he was already. There was silence then all of a sudden i hear smashing of glass. He broke the only family picture i had. Ok, now hes gone to far. I stood up and started screaming at him. "WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT? ALSO STOP TREATING ME LIKE A FUCKING DOG, IVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU PISS OFF BACK TO VAGES !!!!!" i shouted at him. He just laughed at me and kick my leg really hard. This was the first time i really started to cry. I didnt cry in front of him, well i tried my best not to but at this point of time i didnt give a crap cause it really fucking hurt. He started kicking my stomach. I begged him not to but it just made him laugh. Just as he was bout to hit me with a mug, Ariana shouted at him. "WHAT THE FUCKING HELL HAVE YOU DONE TO MY SISTER?" she shouted at him. "well she deserved it the bitch" he spat back at me. "ok buddy now youve gone to far, do NOT talk bout my family like that ever, do you under stand?" she asked him in a threatening tone. He just stop and laughed at her. So she just kicked him in the nuts (with heels on might i add). "dont you come anywhere near my sister again, got it or it'll be far worse that getting kicked in the nuts" she said back. After he stop rolling around on the floor in pain, he jumped off the bus. But i have a weird feeling ill see him again. I just started crying evan harder. Ari just picked me up and put me on the couch. "Hey, kels dont cry over that dick, he couldnt see what he had" Ari said to me. "I thought i loved him, i thought he was my first love" i cried. "Shh, its ok, everyone makes mistakes" she said back. "Oh please dont tell frankie, i dont want him going after that person & getting hurt, you now what hes like" i said back to her in slight worry. "Hey i know exactly what you mean, dont worry i wont tell him" he said back. I let out sigh of relief. "why dont you wash your face and then we'll watch jon richardson or russell howard, you know someone funny" ariana said. I nodded in agreement. Me & Ari sat and watch all my favourite comedians & ate ice cream till we couldnt take it any more. We had sower stomachs from laughing & got really bad bran freeze. "Cheer up kido we'll be at venice beach soon and you can ride your skate bored to your hearts content but you do need to help me pick out a dress for the premier i've been invited to" Ariana said. "Oh ok then, so what movie premier are you going to?" i asked in return. "Oh well im going to see the carrie, you know the one with Chloe-grace morets" Ari said with a huge smile on her face. "OMFG NO WAY !!!!!!!!" I screamed back at her. I love chloe, well love is pretty strong i really like the movies shes been in, stuff like kick ass. "Oh yeah i forgot to tell you that you and frankie will be coming to" she said. "OMG I LOVE YOU, thank you so much" i screamed. When i finished hugging ari the buss stop. Frankie got out of his bed and said "WE'RE AT VENICE BEACH BABY!!".

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