You thought it Was Easy (Urban Novel)

This first night

Excuse any mistakes!!! Tell me how you're liking it!!! Kera

Never let your right hand know what your left hand is doing- KERA



Chapter 2



Had to stop thinking about that. That was my old life. So I called Toya and told her to meet me at the mall so I can buy something for the party. So I'm getting out my car about to go to the food court and wait.

Look who I see, Chance he doesn't see me so I don't make myself noticeable plus he is with a female, a cute, black one at that. I go to Starbucks and getan iced hazelnut café latte and sit and wait on Toya.Unbeknownst to me, she been here. She's been following me the whole time. "Amina, how long you been here? Sorry to keep you waiting. So bitch, what are you wearing? I'm think 'bout a dress." I just look at Toya. I haven't known here that long for her to call me a bitch, but how I'm feeling I don't even care.

"Don't know yet. Whatever grabs my attention;then I'm getting it." I told her as my phone rang. I look down at it and see it's a 318 number. I get too scared. Who's calling me from back home? I cut all ties with everyone except my best friend, King. My palms are sweating, but I answer anyway to see who it is. I answer in a scared whisper,"hello, who is this?" I ask. "It's King. Can't talk long, but watch yourself. Sincere is probably about to get out because of some bad evidence. They found no money or drugs. They just have him on charges for you and that's not going to stick because you didn't stay to testify. And he wants you,Mina, so stay safe and don't talk to no friends at all. Have to go, Mina, love you be safe."

I couldn't hold it in anymore. I just broke down and cried in the middle of the mall. Why was my life like this? Why do I keep letting people hurt me? I didn't do nothing but love him. I gave him my everything and I was bruised physically and emotionally.

As I'm in my thoughts, I feel somebody's arms around me and I get scared and I flinched. I'm not use to personal contact, just use to getting slapped around. "What's wrong ma? It's going to be straight. You're too cute to be crying in public,looking all ugly." I looked up to see who said that, because that was too funny.

I had to laugh,King tell me all the time I have that Kim Kardashian cry. Behold, it's the one I tried to avoid while coming in here. "I'm fine Chance, and you can let me go now and don't be talking about me crying, just got emotional that's all."

As I'm talking to him, I'm wondering where the hell Toya went. She was just with me and when I started crying she was gone. "I was talking to a childhood friend who I miss so much and I started getting in my feelings." I stated as I started walking to the Gucci store. I looked back and caught Chance eyeing my ass. I just raise my eyebrow and he just smirk. "Chance,you can't just be eyeballing my ass. Now are you coming shopping with me? 'Cause I see Toya left." I said, turning to the rack of dresses.

"Toya was waiting on the bench for you because you was taking a call then went to a store. I told her I got you and I do because I can't let you be stressing. What kind of man would I be if I let my woman stress?" He whispered that last part in my ear.

I had to control my breathing because he is really getting to me. The only dude I ever knew was that asshole. I look into his eyes and I feel intimidated because I see my future in his eyes and I don't wanna love anyone or be loved.

Who can love a battered person like me? I'm too damaged for anyone. "Your woman? Don't remember saying that, but okay, daddy." I tell him as I moved to this dress that caught my attention. It's pink with black sequins in it. I looked at the price, $2,400 for a dress.

I can afford it because when I left Sincere I took all his money and drugs. For all the pain and suffering he caused me, I deserve that 4million and I took all the shit too. I picked up the dress and walked to the counter, but some black fuck me pumps caught my eye, so I get them,never looking at the price. Chance comes behind me and wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my neck.


The gesture is sweet and all but this is not my man to be feeling comfortable. I just seen him with a girl, so I just pushed him back with my elbow. "Okay the total is$3,546." She said. I hear a whistle behind me and I turn and look as Chance gives her his card before I can stop him. "Thank you, sir." I just look at him. I was pissed,people been doing shit for me my whole life. I could've have bought that shit.

"I know you're not mad,MiMi. I got this for you, ma.That money didn't put a dent in my pocket at all. So chill,ma, I'm your man, why would I let you spend that?" I just looked at him and rolled my eyes. "When did I become your girl Chance? We just met. Your white ass a little demanding, but I saw you with ole girl earlier and you up in here trying to claim me. And who the fuck is MiMi? Don't lose your damn mind. You're cute and all, but done lost your mind." I'm rolling my eyes,finger pointing, and rolling my neck, hood shit came out and this mutherfucker just laughing.

"Ma, that don't scare me,but that's cute. So where are we going? I'm hungry, you gone cook. And why you bought that dress? Where do you think you're going?" The nerve of him, asking me that. I just looked up and walked away.

"That was my sister and yeah she is black. Our mom is white. Her name is Doris, she's 17. I was giving her money for prom. You don't have to get jealous, ma." He pulls my arm and stops me and that made me flinch

. He looks at me with sad eyes and just pulls me close and whispers in my ear, "I'll never hurt you. Whoever did this to you will never touch you again ma, word is bond." He kissed my temple and we are close to a black on black G-class. I look at him while he putting my bags in the car.

Is he about to kidnap me? He is cute, so let's see how this pans out. He opens my door. I get in and he asks me my address. I tell him. I bought a flat in Brooklyn, but I stay on campus for the experience. We go to my place and I see my mustang.

Don't know how it got here didn't ask no questions. I just got out and moved it to my garage where my other cars are. You thought I was balling and just had a mustang but that was my first car and I can't get rid of it. I open the door and we walk in. My house is pink, black,and white with a Marilyn Monroe theme. "What do you wanna eat?" I asked him. "Whatever you make,ma," he is roaming through my house. I just met his ass only three hours ago, but he already bugging. I go make shrimp pasta with Texas cheese toast.

While the noodles cook, I go in my room to change into something comfortable. I get some shorts and a tank top. As I'm doing this, I feel hot breath on my neck and a kiss touches my neck. I'm so caught up in this that I never put my shorts on.

I'm straight naked. I feel hands touching my center. I arch my back to feel one finger in me, then two. I let a moan escape my lips. I turn around and start kissing him as we cascade to my bed. He falls on top of me.

I don't want this. That's what my heart and brain tell me, but my body has a very different approach. He's trailing kisses down my body until he get to my mound and he blows one time and I just can't take it. He lick the inner lips and I just die. "Yessss, mmm, wait stop, no don't stop." He start sucking on my pearl and I feel a finger going in me. There has to be something wrong with this, 'cause this white boy had me wide open just with his mouth. I'm getting wetter and wetter by the minute.

He licking everything. I feel two fingers in me. I just started bouncing on them. I feel something coming up and I don't know what it is. "O my word, Chances. I can't breathe. Wait, no, don't stop,yessss." I just had my first orgasm. I hear a zipper and that's when my mind comes back. I jumped up so quick and ran in the bathroom and locked the door. "Go home,Chance, this was never suppose to happen. I'm sorry if you thought I was leading you on." I say as a sob broke through me. "I'm not going nowhere. Fix yourself up. The food done. I'm hungry, so bring your sweet ass on." I just stand there with my mouth open. I'm not going to get rid of his ass.

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