Second Heart [EDITED]
Does he still think about me? Does he still know about me? Does he still.........love me?
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"Good Morning Miss Jamie!"
"Oh, Good Morning too, Queenie." Here I am now at the orphanage, where I spend most of my time, visiting the precious kids here.
That was Queenie, a 12 year-old kid that I am very close with because since she got here, I was the one who took care of her.
"Miss Jamie, can we now have our breakfast together?"
"Of course dear, just wait for me to fix myself, okay?"
"Yes Ma'am!"
By the way, before I forgot to introduce myself, I am Jamie Ronchero, 24 years old. And I am still looking for him......the guy who broke and made me experience love at the same time. Doesn't make sense right?
After an incident in my life and because I wanted to move on, I ended up being here in the orphanage after my parents introduced me to Mother Superior, the woman who manages the orphanage. When I knew about the real situation of the children, I immediately helped and because of that, I met the cutest girl in the world named Queenie.
"Good thing you're already awake, Queenie doesn't want to eat unless you are here."
"Mother Superior! I really missed you."
"I missed you too Jamie."
She hugged me so tight, just like before and I really missed that. It's been a while since I've visited here because I was busy at work.
"So let's now all eat together!"
"Yehey! Eating time!" I really miss it when all the kids are very lively in here.
After eating, I went to the garden to have some fresh air and probably to have some peace.
Everyday I still think about him, I always think where he is and what is he doing now. Everyday I always think about him. Does he----
"Miss Jamie!" This kid really knows the meaning of good timing.
"I'm sorry, I told her that you were busy with work but she's doing tantrums and she ran in here." Mother Superior worriedly explaining.
"It's okay Mother Superior, I'll take care of Queenie for the mean time."
"Good, because I need to go to the main office for some matters. So I'll leave the two of you now.Bye."
I waved my hand and said goodbye.
I gave my attention back to Queenie who's now using my laptop. You're really a good girl Queenie.
"Ehem!!!" she was shocked because I did it so loud just to get her full attention and I succeeded. Hahahahaha. ^_^
"Sorry, I really wanted to be with you because you haven't been here the last two months." I can see ants crawling. This kid is really sweet.
"It's okay Queenie, I missed you too. But next time don't do that to Mother Superior, okay? That's not a good thing."
"Ok." She placed my laptop on the table and asked "Who is he? The guy in the picture."
"He's just someone I knew." Why is it that everytime I remember him, my heart feels the pain. It hurts so much that I even have to lie to the kid.
"Ok. Can you tell me some story? I miss it because I'm 12 now and it's quite not appropriate with me"
