2 girls, 2 guys, 1 destination!

The planning!

I hadn't seen Dylan or Damon in a few days, I was secretly hoping to see him a some point. I loved his company, he made me laugh and smile. Even the thought of him was enough to give me butterflies. My mind always drifted back to the time when we kissed at that party, and the time he stayed over. Bethan and Dylan seemed to be seeing each other, Bethan was out every night and I felt like a loner.

Damon did occasionally pop over when he had the chance but nothing more happened, I was worrying whether he had enough of me, or just didn't see me as anything more than a friend. The last time he came over, it was with Dylan to see if we wanted to go out, Bethan did but I really wasn't well, I'd had a headache for days and I really wasn't up for it. Maybe he thought that I wasn't into him anymore, but I didn't know how to change that.

Bethan was out for a while, probably with Dylan, leaving me in our room watching TV all day long, so I decided to go out for a but, maybe go for a coffee and walk along the deck. So I go into my trainers and my adidas jacket, as always, and picked up my phone and keys just before leaving the room. Then I just opened the door as Damon was stood there with his hand raised as if he was about to knock. He looked surprised, but I would have been too...

He just said "oh, hey, are you heading out?"
"Hmm yeh I was about too" I replied, "why..?" I asked
"Could I join you?" He asked.
I was a little mad at him for not asking me out or coming over as much, so I just said "sure"

So we left down the corridor for a while, he tried making casual conversation but I could feel myself being off with him, I couldn't help it. I was mad at him for not making an effort to see me much after he stayed over. He put his arm around me, I just stayed stiff, I didn't move any closer or say anything, I just walked a little faster, I think he noticed something was wrong because he gently nudged my shoulder and held me still. He stared into my eyes, again. He asked what was wrong but I just replied "nothing" repeatedly.

He wouldn't let it go, he just carried on watching me, it was annoying because I felt pressured and I hated that. If anything that got me into a worse mood, I just said "look, I'm sorry, I just need time alone".
His eyes showed a sudden hint of sadness, but he didn't show it, "oh, i see"
"See you" I said as I walked off pretty fast so he couldn't catch up.
"Bye" And I heard a whisper in the distance.

I felt bad for leaving but I couldn't be played like that. I just decided to go home, jump into bed and wait for Bethan to return to our room. Luckily she wasn't gone for long after that, she came back within an hour and didn't have much to say. We just watched films for a bit and I was drifting off to sleep.

I felt a little bump in the bed, Bethan had just came and sat on my bed and was leaning over me, it was pretty scary... Especially since I was half asleep. She just whispered "I need your advice".
"What? Now?" I hissed.
"Please becky, it's important" she begged.
"Fineee" I sighed, "what is it?" I asked.
"Well I was drunk before, I need tips. How do I make him want me in that way?" She asked, she seemed embarrassed.
"Okay, well try and flirt. Like when you're on his bed, be sexy, and it might get somewhere".
"Yeh" she hesitated "well I have an idea!" She shouted excitedly.
"I have those Bluetooth ear sets, you can talk to me and hear what I'm saying, that would work!" She hesitated and noticed I wasn't agreeing, then continued " coz you love me!"
"Bethan! I am not helping you have sex! I yelled.
"Come on! Please for meeee!" She pleaded.
"Bethannnn...." I hesitated, "fine" I yelled.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" She yelped.
"Good night Bethan!" I exclaimed.

She finally got into bed and turned the other way to get to sleep. I can't believe she asked that, this is going to be the most awkward experience ever...