Story of my life

There I was standing broken ....shattered standing there motionless not knowing what came next. Hi I'm carter I'm 21 I go to a local university in London . This is THE STORY OF MY LIFE and how it was turned upside down when I was just a little girl . *FLASHBACK* Louis get back here and kiss me ! No you have cooties eww that's gross !! No I ...CARTERS POV: no I...then I felt it his sweet lips crash into mine and then it happened I woke up from my perfect dream and realized he's gone. He's not coming back he never will . He left without saying goodbye ,he probably doesn't even remember you . The three words I was dying to tell him will never be spoken the feelings I had for him will never be awoken because he's gone and he's never coming back . END POV: I got out of bed and went to take a shower it was my first day at my new job, I'm a singer and I just got signed to syko records. I quickly got dressed in black skinny jeans white toms and a floral blouse . I put light natural makeup on and put my hair in a high pony tail with a white bow. My dark brown hair was perfectly straightened in my ponytail. AT WORK: as soon as I got to work I started right away on my first song . STARTED OUT AT SCHOOL ALWAYS SAYING SHE WASNT GOOD ENOUGH...*FLASHBACK* there i stood in the girls bathroom crying wanting to leave and get away from everyone. I could hear louis screaming my name from outside the door "CARTER PLEASE COME OUT OR IM COMING IN!! " I stayed quite but soon enough there he was his reflection in the mirror . Carter don't listen to them you know it's not true your beautiful ...*END FLASHBACK* "carter!! Y did you stop singing i looked up and saw simon staring at me like he saw a ghost I went to stand up but got a bit dizzy and fell ...next thing I knew everything slowly started fading and the last thing I heard was the sirens but I didn't know if they were in my head or out ...then boom everything went dark . LATER THAT DAY : I opened my eyes and looked around the pale white room I looked to my left and there he was standing right In front of me clear as day....