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your grandmother, diagnosed with cancer, terminal cancer. a sinister topic. there weren't words that healed wounds that grave. and saying nothing at all was paining. condolences were equally heart shredding like the feeling of your heart being torn out of from your rib cage and sewn back on a million times, almost as much.

your only family left, soon gone by the hand of a well known enemy.



you didn't visit her, her last day at the hospital before pronounced dead the morning after. you didn't feel her heart-felt smile as she talked about how much she was thankful for having the both of us during her last months. you weren't at the funeral either. and you have yet to visit her tombstone.

I did all four, and I cried alone.

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