I looked at her.. My best friend... To young to be hurting so much. What's on her mind, I wondered. I could never tell with her, one second she's fine, the next, god only knows. She looks like a child, in the large field we are in, as she signs a familiar melody. No one knows except for me, how much she hurts.
"Samantha?" She says
"Yeah, Abby" I reply
"When I'm gone, I want you to have everything I own." Abby said softly
"Your not gonna die! I won't allow it! Abby, your better then them, just listen to me!" I almost screamed.
"I hope I do" Abby said
Abigail Wilson is my best friend. She is a year younger than me, but I love her. There are many things you should know about her
1) she's depressed and suicidal
2) her mother beats her at home
3) almost everyone in her grade doesn't like her and makes fun of her
4) I love her to death
It all started with a status
Abigail Wilson: I need some one, so badly, message me if you care
Me and Abby were friends, but not close friends, I knew her from school, and we went to the same church. She is beautiful. Medium brown hair, medium height, a little on the chubby size, but no one would ever say so... I always wondered why guys never liked her... I knew she's been hurt before... But I don't see why that stopped her from going after any guys...
I texted her, she didn't crack easily, it was a while before she told me what was wrong. She was depressed and self harmed for a while. He parents abused her and no one in her grade liked her and they bullied her. She was sick of life, it was no fun, and she was sick of going around hiding her sadness from everyone but her self. Sick of being considered "fat" and "ugly" whichshe was neither
At first I was in shock. She's always so nice and she always had a smile on her face and could crack a joke like nothing. Then I assured her everything will be alright. It was hard. But I convinced her that I will always be there for her... As I've been though some pretty hard things myself...
That night I made a promise to myself... That I will be Allison's keeper
