Cinderella's Ashes

Chapter Four•What Alex Thinks

Gabbi is a nice girl, she has great talent in being stupid, doing her work, letting me copy, giving me candy and reading those anime book because I sure as hell can't it's very confusing!!!! My brain just explodes reading that kind of stuff, but In general I don't like to read so it's cool. The last thing that happened between me an her was when I had to "ask" her "out". I feel really bad because she was blushing really red and I knew what she would say to me even if she'd choose differently.....NOOOOOO!!!!!!! That would be her answer!! I'd hope she would say yes so I wouldn't get embarrassed by the guys but she must have known cause she said it "no"! I don't understand what she meant by "I don't like you like that " is that supposed to mean we are just friends or are we more than friends!!!!!! UHG!!!! Girls are so confusing especially if their like Gabbi. What do I have to do to get her??? she laughs at my faces that ONE POINT, then my stupidity TWO POINTS, I don't know what's the THREE POINTER!!!!

Today in math I touched her toes an I made her laugh so hard the whole class stared it was pretty funny minus the fact you could tell she was "drooling all over me when we locked eye contact", then rain almost blew hers and my ear drum out!!!! she is pretty crazy but that's what makes her cool ,I guess...

I think in side my head as I FAKE look away when Gabbi is looking at "Dose She Like Me???""Was It A Dare???" I just can't answer any of the questions.... But when I look at her and I see her blush and smile and hide back those gorgeous dark brown eyes , I see a girl just looking for some one to except her, sense of course it's her first year here. I want to be there for her when Romans a jerk or when she's just"NOT IN THE MOOD",or even jut to make her laugh like now!!!

* creepy funny face o.0*

Gabbi try's to laugh quietly but she just can't ,"Hahahhahahahahahahahahaha"

"Hahahahahaha!!!" I laugh back. but when she stops I stare at her to get her station just to make her laugh even more!!!

* waving my hands in the air* I got her station again but this time her friends looked back too and she just smiled.. but when I look over to see her and her friends laughing about something!!! I want to know !!!! was it me ??? was it drake scarring Mandy ??? what was it????

* ding ding* there's the bell fourth chour is over and lunch her I come!!!!