Fuck boy

Eight

I wake up to Luke's arms wrapped around me and our legs tangled together, I look over to my right to see a sound asleep Luke breathing in and out softly. I smile as I watch his perfect features then jump when luke says "having fun there " I quickly look away and blush " s-sorry I didn't mean too" Luke chuckles " let's get up and go get some food then that pill for you okay" I nod as we both get up and get dressed well Luke because I didn't have any extra clothes.
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Luke and I are currently at a small diner eating breakfast when I " Luke what if I don't want the pill?" Luke stops eating " what do you mean what if you don't want it of course you want it you wouldn't want to be 17 and pregnant now would you" I straighten my face " I-I don't know but killing the baby would be wrong Luke" " you don't even know if your pregnant yet Lisa" I look at Luke then back to my plate as I whisper " I want a test to see if I'm actually pregnant " Luke groans " why" I shrug " I need to know Lucas " " don't call me that". We leave the diner and head to a store to get 2 tests and a pill. I pay for the tests and the pill and walk to the bathroom. I pee on both of the test then set them in the counter as I play on my phone for 5 minutes. After 6 minutes I look at the test to see that they both read positive I feel a little pain in my heart as I open the door and tell Luke to come in. " Luke I'm you know " Luke's face falls " take the pill then" "Luke I can't kill a living thing Luke " " Lisa last night you don't want the damn thing and now you want it " " yes Luke now I want it " " Lisa take the pill " " no Luke ". I stare coldly at Luke as he grabs my arm " Lisa please take the pill" " no" "fine then ruin your little precious fucking life " I scoff at Luke " how would you know " " because Lisa I screwed my life up and I don't want you to end up like me okay" "w-what do you mean Luke your doing fine " "no I'm not" " yes you are Luke" " you don't know what I've done ". " Luke what have you done ?" " I ruined my mother and fathers lives they can't stand me now and my fucking brothers won't talk to me because I-i stole 40 thousand dollars from my family the money that my mum was going to use to pay for my collage.but no I went and took the money to buy drugs and alcohol and I didn't go to collage, I even got accepted into Harvard damnit Lisa just listen to me please take the pill" I look at the pill then put it in my mouth and swallow "okay" I walk over to Luke and hug him " I'm sorry maybe if you could just return the money and apologise then they would accept you again " I did return the money and I told them I was sorry they all still hate me " I frown then stand on my tip toes and kiss Luke's cheek.

This is awful but oh well