Mr Dixon I Love You

my Bow (9)

She says she's fine
But she's going insane

She says she feels good
But she's in a lot of pain

She says it's nothing
But it's really alot

She says she okay
But really she's not...

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Daryl and Carol came back with 4 milk jugs full of water. I gave them a quick smile and Carol returned the smile. I didn't want to tell them about the writing on the wall and Carl said he was going to tell his dad first when he came back.

I walked into the church behind Daryl and Carol and saw Tyreese holding Judith. I missed babies alot and Judith is super cute and there was no way that I wasn't going to hold that baby. I walked up to Tyreese and he turned to me with Judith "mind if I hold her?" I asked he nodded and gave me a 'sure' and gently handed me Judith.

She looked at me and smiled happily and laughed and I couldn't help but chuckle and so did Ty. "She likes you" Tyresse said "yeah" "did you have kids before this?" He asked my smile faded "uh I was pregnant when I was fifteeen" I said trying to be quiet but I guess some people heard. "What happened?" I turned around to see Carol and Daryl I thought they went outside.

I had to tell them now I handed Judith back to Tyreese "I need some air" I said quietly then made my way past Carol and Daryl.

I left the church and went around to where they found the bus. I sat on the side of the bus and put the back of my head on the door. I felt someone's gaze on me but at that point I didn't care. I heard footsteps to me I turned to see Daryl with his crossbow on his shoulder and his brown hair covering his blue eyes.

"You always sneak up on people?" I asked "You knew I was 'ere" he said "come to give me sympathy just like everyone else" I said grabbing a rock and throwing it at the wall of the white church. "What happened?" He asked. I hated everyone wanting to know my secrets only Morgan and Carl know about my life or most of it.

I stood up and faced Daryl "Why the hell do you want to know!?" I shouted he was about to say something but I cut him off "I've been with you guys for how long? Almost a week? And you all want to know every little piece of shit about me! What about you probably nobody know anything about-" he cut me off.

"Hey!" He yelled getting closer to my face "they know enough bout' me and we ask ye one simple question and you go back to bein' quiet! Acting like you don't give a shit about us!" He yelled louder.

"Maybe you did actually owe Joe and his group back there!" He said "That's bull shit!" I yelled "How the hell do we know that!" We were both yelling. "Because they-" I quieter my voice "they thought because that I was a girl that they could take advantage of me" I was holding back tears "y-you don't know" I turned away from him.

"You don't know what it's like to feel helpless" I turned to him "even before this shit happened I-I was nothing... to my dad I was a piece of shit daughter" I was getting chocked up.

"What er you sayin'?" He asked I shook my head at him "sorry Daryl but I'm keeping my secrets" I went to walk past him but he ended up grabbing my wrist. "Let me go" I said "no you can't just make people care bout you then leave!" He said I heard people talking I turned to see Rick and everyone else back. "I gotta go" I said quietly then slipped out of his grip.

I walked over to the group that came back from there run. Rick saw me and walked over "How was it?" I asked "it went fine" he replied "I meant with Gabriel" I crossed my arms. He took a deep breath and looked around "he froze, someone he knew" was all he said. I looked over his shoulder to Gabriel and saw his expression was worried.