In My Veins

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Audrey's POV
     DING DONG DING DING
I sprint to the door and open it. "Are you Audrey Renné?" I nod and the delivery man gives he a bouquet of  flowers, also a form to sign to notify that I received it. I close the door in curiosity and I wonder who gave me the flowers. I look at the little card and open it.
                       Audrey I am very
                            sorry :(
                             - M.O
It took me about a minute who "M.O" is and when I realized a pity of anger grew in my stomach. I want to cry when I hear his name because of all the horrible things he said to me. I hate that every single time I hear his name it reminds me of his smile and everything that we had. To top it of it makes me fall for him all over again but I cannot. I am not going to let him in my life after what he said to me. If he wants to be part of his Childs life he has to work harder and has to get to Sergio not me. I look at the card again, I tear it up and through it in the bin. I go up stairs to wake up Sergio from his nap and gets him ready for his play dated with Julia. Oscar and Ludy planned a whole day for the two and she wanted me to come over so we could catch up.

2:30
     Since we are both done we buckle ourselves in the car and go to Oscar & Ludy's house. 10 minutes in the car ride Sergio is becoming impatient. "Mommy when are we going to get there? " he repeats 4 times. "Sergio we will be there in 5 minutes." He finally calms done and I start to park in their drive way. When I park I go unbuckle Sergio and we walk to the front step. It did not take so long after some knocks to be greeted by the lovely couple and Julia. They tell us to come in. Julia, Oscar, and Sergio go to the living room to play with toys while Ludy takes me to the kitchen to talk. "Soooo let's catch up what happend so far in your London adventures" Ludy states. "A lot actually I reply" she nods her head to signal go on.
A; so remember the night I told you I was going to the Emirates stadium to see Arsenal play?
L; yeah
A; Well I went to see to see the game with Sergio. Everything was going fine until Per told me to go to the locker room because he wanted Sergio to meet all the players.
L; ah what a lucky boy
A; yeah he was so happy, he could not stop jumping and rambling on and on like his father does when he is nervous. But anyway, as I go to the locker room I go to everyone to say hi and I spot Mesut.
L; *gasp* Oh my gosh
A; I know right so I say "Hi mesut" and he says he wants to talk in private. So as we walk out he says to me "You have been gone for 4 years and all I get is a Hey Mesut". Then he starts and says that I left with not telling him anything and I left bad because I admit my mistakes.
A; then he continues and says how is he treating you? and at this point I was like has he gone mad like who is he? And he has the nerve to say "the guy you fooled around with during our relationship because you have a 4 year old son."  I got so pissed because he started to say other thing and he said he hope the new guy keeps his eyes open because his girl will leave any moment. At the moment I could not stop crying so I got angry. I told him that there is not guy and I am still in love with him, I also told him that I think about him every single day and night. Lastly, I told him the 4 years I was gone I was taking care of Mesut and I's son. He kept trying to apologize and saying he wants to be apart of Sergio life but I went to grap Sergio and left the stadium.
L; Oh god he is such a horrible person for saying things with out knowing. But then again I said without knowing. You cannot expect a guy to assume they are clueless. I am not saying anything he said was right to say because it was not. Yes it is his child  and Sergio deserves to know who his father is. Its on you to decide if you want to let him in his life
A; Yeah i get where you are coming from but he is not going to walk in to his life out of nowhere he has to fight for Sergio.
L; you are right I guess?
A; Also this morning a delivery man came to drop of flowers. I see the card and it says I am sorry Audrey signed M.O. I tear the card up and through it in the trash holding in my tears. * tears now streaming down her cheeks*
L; *ludy brings her into a hug*
L; if you are not ready to let him into your life and more importantly your childs life wait for a while. But remember Sergio has to know and If you are going to tell him it should be before his birthday.
A; Thanks ludy
After my long much needed conversation with Ludy. We went out to lunch with the kids and Oscar. After that we went home. I posted something on instagram then went to sleep with Sergio in my arms

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luemboaba  😍😍😍😍😍
hectorbellerin so you are the famous Audrey, Mesut goes on and on about you
m10_official we need to talk
realbarbarapalvin there is nothing too talk about @m10_official