Demons

Worthless

I watched as one, two, three, four cuts appeared as the metal blade ran over my skin eventually the blood started pouring from the sink to the floor there was alot of blood everywhere so I grabbed a bandage and wrapped it around my thigh then cleaned up the mess. After it was all clean and i hid the blade i decided to message Oliver

Me:Hey...

Oliver: Hey whats up?

Me: I've done something.. that's not very good

Oliver:Scarlet what did u do?!

Me:I um made myself..bleed..

Oliver:Omg Is this because of Trevor god help him if it is

Me:No i got a text from Julian and what it said was really harsh

Oliver:What did it say

I shut off my phone i didn't want to cause any trouble. I put on some shoe's and made it look like i was sleeping then walked to the forest just outta town. I drowned in my thoughts as i kept walking forcing myself to keep going. I came across a cliff and sat down at the edge then my mind tried to convince me to jump as my entire body went numb.

I stared out into the horizon and remembered what Trevor and Julian had suggested to me many times then i herd a twig snap behind me and just thought it was a bird until i herd a familiar voice behind me. It was Oliver. I hid my face because tears were still streaming down my face then Oliver said 'Hey scarlet whats up' as he sat down beside me.

I told him everything about how Trevor and Julian told me to kill myself and how I felt worthless and how i just want it all to end and he seemed shocked at the news. "Don't listen to them their assholes" he said "yeah i know but when you hear it all the time you start to believe it"  i responded wiping my tears off my face. "Don't ever think that your worthless again because you aren't ok!" he said so i responded with a simple nod.