If Ye Had A Chance To Change Yer Fate... Would Ye? (PROBABLY GONNA CHANGE LATER)

LittleThings, Cigs, and Appreciation.

It's the little things that keep me goin each and everyday.

Like YouTube, for instance. Whenever I'm in class, all I can think about is YouTube. The comments on each video are so nice and caring. It's crazy. None of these people even know me in real life. They don't know my struggles, my past, they don't know anything!

Hell, all they know is that I'm some loud fuckin Irish dude who has green hair! I mean, I regret A LOT of things in my life... But dying my hair green is definitely not one of them. I feel like it really suits me, since my theme for YouTube is mainly green anyway.

But it's just those little things that make me psyched for the rest of the day ahead of me.

....

The morning went by quick, as per usual. And, once again, I decided not to go to class today. I honestly don't see a point, anymore. My sister always heads off to work before my school even opens, giving me the freedom I need. I have the whole day to do whatever I please. And as the first thing to do, to start off my day, I choose to smoke.

The urge to smoke is killing me, but I fight it just so I could go out to my local town to do it. How many people can I piss off today? The last time I decided to come here, I got massive dirty looks. People who were probably older then my own parents came up to me complaining. Saying shit like, "You'll regret doing that in the future..." or even better, "what does your parents say about this??!"

My parents couldn't give a damn about me. After I turned 18, they practically threw me out of the house I grew up in. I can't blame them, though. I was reckless. Spray painting the walls of my old room, disagreeing with every single thing they had to say, smoking, drinking, partying, you name it. I've done it all. And, admittedly, I'm proud of some of these actions. Cuz' hell, my parents were complete dicks.

But today, their seemed to be very little "wise" grannies walkin around. It was a Tuesday afternoon, after all. Shouldn't they be out buying their meds or pain killers, or whatever??

Geez. I was really kinda hoping to piss some people off today.

After again fiddling with my lighter, I lit my cigarette and enjoyed the beautiful sensation I received from it.

I decided to sit on a bench in a children's park, and I also started to realize that today is a beautiful day. The sky a murky grey, looking as if its about to rain. And the sun is just peeking out, shyly saying hello to me, in the slightest way possible. Its all so peaceful...

It WAS peaceful... Until I heard birds chirping. They're so goddamn annoying! Boy... am I glad to be poisoning the air that they breathe...

....

"Uhm... Excuse me?" I hear an unfamiliar high pitched voice say to me. Stunned by the sudden outburst from a once quiet setting, I quickly spun around.

Weird. I heard one voice, but before me were 3 little girls. Probably around the age of 12 or 13. I don't know for sure, though. As soon as I made eye contact with them, and they recognized my face, they all squealed. This, inevitably, scared the living hell out of me.

"Oh. My. GOSHH! You're Jacksepticeye! It's him! AHH! Omg! Can we have a picture!? Please!?" The little girls seemed to say all at once.

Dumbfounded by what I just witnessed, I didn't give an answer. When I finally wrapped my head around the situation, I quickly got up and mumbled, "yeah, sure. Why not?" And shrugged, acting as if I've done this millions of times. (Much like I did the first time I had sex.)

It was such a small answer. But they went totally ecstatic over it. Screaming, "oh my gosh, really?! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!"

It was pretty adorable, honestly. When we took the picture, it was a genuine smile. Not some fake one these famous people plaster on. These little girls were my first "fans" that I've ever met, actually. I knew I had a good amount of subscribers on YouTube, but I would have never thought any of them live in little ol' Ireland. How cool is that? And the excitement on their faces, once they knew who I was, will forever be imprinted in my mind.

If there are more people dying to meet me just like these girls were, I surely wouldn't mind meeting them. Meeting all of them.

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