So most of my life I've always been that one gothic/emo freak that every body hates and bullies.. I always secluded my self in my room and cut up and down my wrist crying wishing I would die. Then one day I was introduced to them, the beautiful creatures of the night.. they saved me, they speak about bullying and how fucking lame it is and just be your self don't let assholes bring you down..Their songs have a lot of meaning and they have balls because they speak against every bitch in the world that putts people like me down putt them down just because we're different and dress different and listen to different music.. We're all the same with just a different name and a different face.. mean while I started cutting again and became suicidal and almost succeeded a couple times... It got worse the bullies the loneliness the depression and anxiety and the constant thoughts of wanting to die and I began hurting my self more than just cutting I began getting the sharp tip of needles extremely hot and shoved it through my skin.. then I met him... Ricky Horror Olson one of the beautiful creatures and we began talking more and more every day and became good buds and talked about anything.. we also mentioned the death of the death core God Mitch Lucker R.I.P </3 and he said its a shame how he died.. and we began to talk more and he asked if I cut I said yes... he said make a promise to me Ricky Olson that you will never cut again and I made that promise and kept it for a year <3 thank you Ricky I hope someday we talk again you saved my life love you and love you Motionless In White love you Chris, Ricky, Angelo, Josh, Ryan, Ghost, and T.J you beautiful creatures of the night thank you for saveing this hopeless goth <3 MIW forever <3
