the beginning

Ok guys I am starting a new book and if any of you guys don't like suicide, I would suggest not reading this Ok

chapter 1********

Hi my name is Linda I'm 13 I have tried commuting suicide 2 times since the age of 11. I live in a orphanage because my parents were alcoholics and didn't give a bubble about me. So Ya this it's my life.

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I was lying on the cold edgy floor, my eyes were still closed but I could hear faint whispers "what are we going to do,I think she tried commuting ,again" I don't know, but we need someone to adopt her soon,she been here longest, out of the whole orphanage,even me! "don't be so damn cocky", I cringed,I really hate cussing,that's why I know longer go to school. "ya ya,so what are we gonna do" i- hiccup,fudge I really wanted to hear what he was gonna say, londa, sweety are you awake? Well I am now I thought to myself, I nodded my head a "yes" Ok,good we need to talk, Ok but I need the bathroom first,Ok well we will be downstairs in the kitchen when your done.Ok. I went to the bathroom and after I was done I thought would take a shower to calm my nerves down a bit.

Mr. lows pov

so, have you set up the date and time of their visit,I asked the secretary lady Wanda, yes sir um tomorrow and at 6 pm, dose that sound good, yes thank you.what is the famulys names ."well...the women.her name is amanda.the man is...phillip.and there son who is 14,his names jacob"ok thank

Linda pov

I stepped out of the shower and into the breezy air of the orphanage, I hurried to get down stairs because I wanted to know what Mr. lows wanted to talk about. "hi Mr.lows" I said as I got down stairs,

"hi Linda", 

"sooooo", what Ya wanna talk about" I said a little rushed.

"of course you would say that" he said as he chuckled.

"well I'm curious" I said looking down,

"Ok whatever you say.Well sit down Ok,well what I wanted to tell you is that their is going to be people looking for children but i also have a family coming in for you." what! omg yesssss"i screamed." so what time are they coming.

"they'll be here at 6 so you better be ready by then"

"ok I will"I screamed while ruining up the stairs. to my "room"