I. Need. Saving.

Hi, it's me again. So, i have another story. As you can see by the title that i actually do need saving. From myself.

These past 2 and a half months haven't been the greatest, I've doing something to myself that I never thought I'd do. I guess that i was wrong. I'm hurting myself. The reason is, I'm trapped in my own mind and I can't get out. The memories of me being bullied, physically, verbally, cyber, mentally, they all made it worse. Its getting so bad that I'm think about suicide every once in a while. Mostly at night. Everyone thinks I'm the happiest person in the world, when I'm not. It's the smile that hides it all. It's the smile that says "I'm fine". That smile tells lies and yet everyone believes it. I'm broken. Some of you may think, 'This is for attention." It's not. I've been called an attention whore by my own family because i told them about my anxiety attacks, and let me tell you that fucking hurt. I'm so misunderstood in my family, that i keep everything to myself. I can't tell them about my self-harm without being called a bitch or an attention seeking whore by them.

But, let me tell you this, I care. I'll listen. I'll help you no matter what. You aren't alone, because I understand. If you need to talk DM me or kik me. I'll talk to you, and I'll listen because I love you. To DM me, my twitter is KeatonsWarrior my Kik is Dzenanameh