Harry:
You were drained in every sense of the word. Harry had broken your heart. It was pitiful. Pitiful that you gave a man everything you could to make him happy and he would do something like this to you in return. You were sure Harry was the one, that he would never hurt you. Nevertheless, here still lay, tear stained cheeks, staring into space. You heard the door open you knew who it was but didn't have any fight left in you "Babe?" you wanted to cry when he used that word you grew so fond of but you were all cried out. He repeated it again and crawled onto the bed next to you. "Baby, I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you in any way" he croaked, his voice sounding hoarse from the tears that were evident in his eyes once you turned around to face him. You swallowed your throat which was dry and sore, "Well you did a good job at it." You felt him stiffen. "Please Y/N, listen I love you more than anything. Those other girls were just there for fun, you're here for life. It was stupid, so goddamn stupid" he muttered the last part to himself, you knew you didn't want to give up and you found yourself nodding. "I love you too" you croaked out. You heard him start sniffling until he smiled that gorgeous smile that captured your heart. That's when you knew that no matter what happens, Harry has your heart and you have his and there can never be someone else.
Niall:
You're awaken on the bathroom floor, to banging and your name being shouted, you instantly remembered last night and you stood up pulling the door open. You came face to face with the boy who broke your heart "What the hell Y/N?" you laughed "What the hell? What about you Niall, who the hell was sucking on your neck last night because it sure as hell wasn't me?" you were getting a newfound courage. "Please don't start this shit, I have a hangover." You huffed "I'm sorry Niall, I won't be in your way anymore go out and drink, and party, be with whatever girl you want because I can't do this anymore, you've broken my fucking self esteem always being with people better than me and being out all the time, it's a shame I thought you loved me." You held your composure because deep down, you knew you couldn't break down in front if him. He couldn't see the weak side, you knew you had to hold your ground and stay strong. You were silenced by his lips pressed against yours. ou pulled away breathless the tears resurfacing, not being able to hold the facade an longer. The worst part was that you felt nothing different in that kiss, all the love and care was still their, making almost impossible to leave this relationship, even if you wanted to. "I fucking love you, you're fucking annoying sometimes but I don't want anyone else but you. I'm sorry that I party and I'm so fucking sorry for being with other girls when I'm drunk but I swear on my life, you're perfect." He was now crying along with you, running a thumb across your cheek. You nodded pressing your lips to his again, it was sad that it took all that for the both of you to reach this point but now you really knew how much you love each other.
Zayn:
It's been 12 days since he stormed out, now you've been living together in silence and hostility. He tried speaking to you a few times but you ignored it or sent a nod or a shrug. You secretly thanked the Lord that both of your schedules allowed you to avoid each other as much as possible, until tonight. "Y/N. God stop doing this too me?" His outburst took you by surprise as you washed the dishes. You were humored by the fact he blamed you. "Doing this too you? Last time I checked I didn't fuck another guy Zayn" he groaned "God, you're letting someone come between us." You shrugged rinsing the plate. "You got between someone's legs and broke my heart. This is all your fault and now you have to pay the consequences. The world doesn't revolve around you Zayn. If you don't like it then you can go fuck your little slut again and leave me the hell alone." You said as calmly as you could. "Shut the fuck up. Would you stop talking about her, I only love you damn it." You ignored him and continued to do your dishes. You felt him pull you up and press you to the counter. you were shocked and avoided his gaze but you still felt those fireworks explode at his touch, something that you only felt with no one else apart from Zayn. "I know you love me too, and I know we both miss this" he said kissing your jawline. Goosebumps erupted on your body at the contact you missed so much. "Please forgive me, I love you." You chose not to lie to Zayn or to yourself. "I do love you" the rest of the night was spent making up on what you've both been craving for days.
Louis:
When you didn't pick up Louis from the airport he knew what he did was wrong and you wanted nothing to do with him anymore. But it was when he came home and your side of the closet was empty that it hit him harder than ever before. He actually lost you for good this time and it was all because of one stupid mistake that had cost him his life, which was in fact you. You'd threw yourself into work and had been staying with your friend from Uni. Text messages, flowers, indirect tweets where being thrown at you by Louis, anything to get you to communicate with him but nothing worked. You decided that you were young and could bounce back easy, but you couldn't and you were currently sobbing while watching Legally Blonde, one of the movies that always made you smile. This was much harder than you thought. I wasn't easy to forget someone whom you've loved so much. It was easier for Louis to find someone to replace you but Mr. Louis William Tomlinson was irreplaceable. You heard a knock and looked up, the darkness surrounding you and nothing but the glow of the TV illuminating your sloppy appearance "GO AWAY AND LET ME DIE ALONE." Sure you were being dramatic but that's how you felt. "Y/N, love" you heard the voice and knew who it was, the door opened and there he was Louis Cheating Tomlinson. He surprisingly looked how you looked and not his usual neatly groomed perfection. "Get out" you breathed "No, I miss you." You were glad he missed you because you missed him more than anything "Well it's good you feel that way because it was your fucking fault" you spoke with a sassy tone. He smiled at the fact that you could still have a sarcastic attitude even in your state. "Do you miss me?" he asked, hope filling his eyes. "Yeah" you answered truthfully. Even you were amazed at the honest answer you gave him. That's all it took he sat down and watched the movie with you, promising to never hurt you and to do whatever it takes to earn your trust.
Liam:
You couldn't even be mad at Liam for more than two seconds without feeling bad about what you were putting him through. You'd figured that it was only fair to send him true a living hell for hurting you the way he did but being the nice person you are, you didn't believe in revenge. What he was doing was beating himself up for what he did to you, even after you forgave him the same night, he was still beating himself up. He was depressed and angry at himself knowing that he could hurt you so bad. It almost hurt your feelings that you yelled hateful things and even slapped him in a fit of rage and he didn't even stop you. You smacked and pounded on his chest repeatedly until you broke down in his arms and he just held you for what seemed like hours. You peeked into the bedroom where he was laying down with the TV on and lights off. "Babe?" you said pushing the door wider. "Yeah?" he whispered "I love you" you said, just wanting your Liam back. "I love you too Y/N." It was the first time in a week that he said it back to you, he was guilty and hated himself. You couldn't bare it, you felt like you were the one that broke his heart in the first place, you sat down criss cross facing him on the bed "Liam baby please. I said I forgive you." He nodded "I broke your heart, I swore that I would never and I did, I don't deserve you and you don't deserve this. How could you stay with someone that hurt you so badly?" He was crying again you rubbed his back "You do deserve me, and a little bump in the road isn't going to change that. Nothing can change the way I feel about you Liam. Remember on our last anniversary, we made a promise to each other that we will never give up on this relationship no matter how big our mistakes are. And if you really love me you would forget this so we can move on." It was silent and he sat up hugging you tightly kissing you hair and whispering 'I love you' into your ear one more time, reassuring you that everything is going to be OK because he meant it, he really did love you with every fibre in his body, as did you.
