My Last Paramour

Chap 5: Can He?

Julien's POV

"So you're saying, after all this you're still contemplating?" Ashley asked gesturing to the whole unit that we are in.

Today is Saturday and it's been a week since I got here at this unit and still now I'm still uncomfortable. And no Zeus haven't made big moves on you know, the sex thing but some small... Eh. And all he said is happening. I quit on my part time jobs, I'm paying fully on my tuitions on school and the only persons who can get here on the unit is Me, Zeus (obviously), his best friend Jerald and as I'm speaking with that would be Ashley. The lobby is always calling whenever there is someone going on the private elevator besides Zeus and asking if I know the person  even sending me a picture of that person, and the only picture I got is Ash himself because when Jerald came here he's with Zeus and it's just one time.

"Hey! Are you even listening to me?" Ashley practically yelled while snapping his fingers in front of my face.

"Sorry kinda spaced out a little" I mumbled and get back on making sandwiches for the both of us. I looked up at the clock and saw that it's just 1:30pm 7 hours more and Zeus will be here I have to make dinner by 6 and place it on the oven.

Yeah I'm a living house wife, eh husband, I never asked about his wife though. I make breakfast, collect the dirty clothes and launch it on the laundry shoot for the collector coz Zeus said and I quote 'I give you money to make someone else do shit like that so shoot it' when I tried to do the laundry and didn't see a washing machine or something. Then clean the house because no one is allowed even some cleaners. Then he'll text or call me if he's coming here or not so I could go make dinner and this morning he said he'll spend the night here. He said he'll prefer to accompany me rather than his own wife. I really don't know why, we just cuddle and talk about what he did or what happen on my or his day.

To tell the truth, he's really nice and funny to be with. He got some cute jokes and some dirty ones. To tell the truth, again, I already sucked him off. And.he.is.BIG! I only sucked the half of it because I can't deep throat him because it's just my first time, he understood, but he did came in my mouth and make me swallow. It's not really a good taste but it's not bad...kinda salty, sour taste? I can't really describe.

"Here" I said placing a plate of salami sandwiches on the coffee table. We're here on the living room and it's almost the size of my old apartment. I plopped down on the expensive sofa that we bought and and clutched the small pillow that came with the expensive sofa as Ash place his foot on the expensive coffee table and turned on the expensive T.V and switched on Netflix selecting the season 6 of Supernatural to where we left of last time. Yeah we marathon on supernatural since I got here. I go to college till noon and we both crash in here and set on the couch starting from season 1 to end. I really can't help it Sam and Dean are sexy I even shipped them 'more than brothers' hehe.

Nighttime came and I'm already making dinner for me and Zeus, Ashley already left right in the middle of an episode saying that Jerald texted him to come 'home' he's all giddy and giggling when he left saying that we will see each other on Monday.

I'm stirring the fried vegetable here on the kitchen when I felt two muscular arms rounded my hips, soft lips that touched the back of my neck and what startled me the most is one hard as rock pole rubbing on my short covered ass. I jump like a cat, squeaked like a mouse and nearly threw the spatula I'm holding to the air from the shock of feeling that hard pole. I heard a chuckle behind me and felt the vibration of it on my back. One of the arms that is resting on my stomach reach for the button of the stove and turned it off. He turn me around and kisses my cheek. I blushed and heard him chuckle once again, I looked up at the clock on the wall inside the kitchen. "You're early" I mumbled and looked down. My eyes widened on how big the tent in his pants right now my face heated up more that I had to cover my face with both of my hands. Gosh! do I gave to suck it again tonight?

I felt a warm lips touch my hands and then on my forehead, then he pull my hands from my face, I looked up at him and saw his handsome face smiling at me, my heart beats fast. My truly is handsome and I think I'm f-NO! I can't! I won't! But-NO! No buts!!

"I wanted to see you" he said snapping me out of my debating with... Me? Ugh!

I felt his lips on my neck making me jump once again and making him chuckle, he really think I'm funny.

"You're like a little bunny, always so jumpy" he commented making my face heats more I think my face is gonna blow!

"S-sorry" I stuttered looking up at him.

"It's alright" he said pulling away from me after giving me another Peck on the forehead. I looked down once more only for my eyes to land on the bulge.

"U-uhm..." I started not taking my eyes off of his front. I think he caught up "it's alright, can you finish cooking though? I'm kind of hungry." I nodded and turned around turning the stove open and continued to stir the vegetables as he goes out of the kitchen and I think to... 'Our' bedroom, Yeah we sleep in the same room, maybe to change his clothes, his usual clothes is pair of sweats. Yes he's always in commando so every time he's here I always always sees his... Yeah, yay me.

I prepared the table and called him to eat, he came only wearing sweats. He sat then me and we ate in silence until we finish, I washed the dishes as he had gone to the living room when he heard his phone ring.

After I finish the dishes I followed him into the living room only to be stopped by his booming voice.

"I SAID I WON'T! CAN'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND A SIMPLE SENTENCE YOU WHORE?!"

I flinched when his eyes snapped into my direction glaring into my petrified form. His eyes softened and a tired sigh leaves his lips and beacon me to come towards him and I obeyed, when I was near him he's already sitting on the couch and pulled me to his lap by my hand.

My back on his chest, my legs wide open, his arms are around my waist hugging me tight and most importantly my ass is sat  directly on his crotch. My face immediately burned when I felt how hard it is, and it didn't help that his face is so close to mine and his breath fans on my ear, it both tickles and makes me hot, and that's a bad news.

"Can we?" He asked, moving me back and forth so his erections rubs into the crack of my fabric covered ass. And by his question I already know what he's asking.

Can I? I mean that's the reason I'm in my position in his life right?

What if I got pregnant? Will he take responsibility?

What if he leave me after knowing that I can?

What if he freaks out?

I promised to myself that I will give my first time to the person I love, to the person I had let in to that special place in my heart.

So... Will I let him in...

In my heart that is...

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An announcement from yours truly...

This will be my last update FOR THE MONTH! On any stories I have.

We'll I'm just updating 2 stories for now BUT as I was saying... I won't be updating THIS MONTH!

My big brother got admired in the hospital and got a surgery on his knee...blood got to thick so they have to suck it up!

And too much medicine tackled his kidney so yeah... Gonna stay at the hospital to take care of him. And no I can't update because I'm too busy taking care of him to think of a plot to I'm leaving that to.... Drum roll please!

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