I have been living with the Bratayley family for a week now, I have a YouTube channel where i do make up, tags, challenges and gymnastic. It's really fun. Lately I have been confused about my sexuality because there are moments when I prefer girls over boys and boys just a little more then girls. I walked down stairs and saw Mrs Katie editing, I walked up to her and asked "Mrs Katie can I talk to you?" She nodded and put down her laptop I sat down and she said "yes of course." I looked down at the floor and whispered "I think I'm bisexual." I looked back up and saw Mrs Katie's face soften "it's okay, we don't love you any less." I smiled and whipped away the tears that had fallen from my eyes.
It was later in the day and Annie came into my room "hey sab!" She said in her cheery attitude I looked up and smiled at her "hey annabelle!"she sat next to me and smiled "what's up?" I asked she shook her head, I pouted and turned away "in a week we are going to playlist live !" I looked at her and got up "are you being serious?" She nodded, I hugged her, she hugged me back. I've always wanted to go to vidcon. To meet all my favourite youtubers.
Connor Franta
Zoella
ThatcherJoe
Caspar Lee
Danisnotonfire
Amazingphil
Conor Maynard
Jack Maynard
Mark Ferris
Lucyandlydia
Tyler Oakley.
A few hours had passed and it was 3:15. I decided to make a video but its a special video. It's my coming out video. I'm excited and scared. What if I get loads of hate? What if I loose all my subscribers? I'm going to do it.
I pressed record on the camera
"Hey whats up you guys its Sabrina and this is the most nervous i have ever been, but I,m going to deal with it. I have something to tell you guys. today's date is 25 august 2019 the day I became my real self the day I'm telling you guys the truth and the truth is i'm Bisexual." I took a deep breath "So it maybe weird cause i never talked to anyone in my family, i didn't even tell them today that i came to realization that I was Bisexual. I guess I have always been more attracted to girls then boys at time vise versa and i never really took notice until around 3 months ago when i moved to america and spent time with some many amazing people like Annie, Caleb and Hayley. I guess Caleb could tell I was attracted to a certain girl because he is the one who sat me down and talked about it to me." I wiped the tear that fallen from my eye and smiled "And I'm happy that i finally know who i am inside and out. For the first time I am with who i am and who i like."I felt tears roll down my cheek "Well I guess the reason I am telling you guys on the day I realized that i was different is because you guys are like family." I smiled a wide smile and said "I guess thats it guys. Bye. Remember to stay true to yourself." I got up and turned the camera off and took the SD card out and grabbed my laptop and uploaded. no proper thumbnail. no editing. Nothing.
I have been sat on my bed for like three hours. I heard laughter coming for downstairs. I walked down and it was pitch black I felt around the walls for the light switch I finally found it, I flicked it on and turned around "SURPRISE!" shouted all my friends and I smiled and looked at he banner. It's a coming out party. I gasped and everyone came and hugged me I hugged all of them back "Thank you!"I said over and over again. I smiled at Annie who was sitting by the island I walked over to her "Hey."I smiled cheerfully, she smiled back at me I sat down by her "Annabelle whats wrong?"I asked full of concern "You don't like me."She said barely above a whisper, I looked at her stunned "Of course, I like you Annie you're my Bestfriend!" She looked at me and said "I don't just wanna be your bestfriend okay!" She covered her mouth "Please forget I said that!" I nodded and I don't know what came over me, my lips crashed against Annie's I pulled away and stood up and started walking away embarrassed, Annie grabbed my arm to stop me from moving I stopped and she stood up. Wait what? I felt Annie's soft lips on mine and I froze not knowing what to do, I finally sunk into the kiss. Me and Annie pulled apart "wow." I whispered to myself and touch my lips. I just kissed my best friend. I turned around and saw everyone looking at Annie and I, they all just saw me and Annie kissing, I felt my cheeks burn. Everyone 'Awwed!' I giggled and smiled. I felt somebody grab my wrist and pull me away, u stumbled slightly I looked at the person and saw Caleb. I sighed in relief knowing who it was. "You like her right?" Caleb asked, I nodded "More then you could imagine." I bit my lip and Caleb asked "so you wouldn't mind if you two kissing was in my video?" I shrugged my shoulders, "you can go now." I smiled and skipped off.
Everyone had left it was like 12:00pm. I just need sleep. I yawned and went over to the sofa and drifted off but before I could I felt someone shake me, I opened my eyes to see Annie I smiled her "Come lets get you to bed." She said I got up and me and Annie walked into my room she put the blanket over me she was about to leave "Cuddle with me." I yawned, she sighed and nodded she slid under the blanket and slung her arm over my waist and we cuddled and finally fell asleep.
