precious ;; seoksoo

[precious sunshine]

seokmin was enchanted by jisoo's preciosity. whenever the boy smiled, his world would fall apart and shatter into pieces, making him seek the needing of embracing jisoo's cute body and never let him go. indeed, seokmin was so madly in love with joshua that he cannot control himself anymore. all he wants to do is say out loud how much he loves the other and hear an "i love you also" in return. maybe he was dreaming high, but who could blame him? hong jisoo, the perfection in being, was stealing his and every single person's heart away. it's so unfair!

dokyeom let out a sigh, feeling exhausted because of jisoo. his heart was aching and he thought that it was a bad signal. he was struggling, wanting so much to tell his angel that he loved him.

"ah," he breathed out, "love is so troublesome."

[♡]

admiring jisoo from afar is like a habit now, something that seokmin can't control anymore. he needs to see the boy every single time, and even though it hurts because he - in any ways - cannot reach him nor have the guts to tell his real feelings, it's just impossible to stop.

dokyeom sighed, while resting his head at the table, never taking his eyes out of the angel's sight. his heartbeat was so fast right now. joshua's voice just messes with him more than his smile, seokmin would do anything to have this beautifully melodic sound singing-whispering sweet but cheesy lovely words in his hear.

"it's just another crazy dream, lee seokmin, get over it," he mumbled to himself, which caught seungkwan's attention, though dokyeom just shrugged it off.

and one more time, backing to watch jisoo. however, something was wrong this time. out of the usual, honestly.

hong jisoo, with the prettiest smile, stared back.

seokmin couldn't help. the sudden redness that took over his ears and neck was uncontrollable.

[♡]

now things are weird, weirdest than anything. seokmin knows that jisoo is observing him from afar, the tingling sensation was telling it. he's too conscious now about joshua, more than before. it is a bit dangerous, because it's like a shining little hope takes its way through his whole soul.

then he, by curiosity and like a vicious thing he has, looked at the precious angel, the brown eyes were already on him, accommodated. then jisoo noticed seokmin. he grinned. the other just blushed harder than earlier when he was caught.

dokyeom turned around, ignoring all the butterflies moving on. he was indeed happy and scared at the same time.

[♡]

"can i, please, talk to you?"

the unrecognizable voice came like music to his eardrums, also sending shivers to every single part. his mind was blank right now as he just stared at the perfectness standing right in front of him. a shy jisoo, all flustered and nervous was biting his upper lip while anxiously waiting for a response. seokmin's mouth was dry right now, didn't knowing what to do or say, he just timidly smiled at joshua.

it caught the older off of guard, his heart skipped a beat, his face was more blushed than before. he wanted to die. why seokmin has to be so beautiful?

"well," the younger started, still grinning, "i wouldn't mind giving you a bit of my time," his voice nearly cracked from nervousness, however, he tried his best to act cool.

"really?!" a sudden shout was joshua's answer. he recomposed himself, "i mean-" and here is the very shy jisoo that seokmin love the most, "if you want to- can we met at the rooftop?" his mumbling voice was so cute dokyeom wanted to die.

he agreed either way. jisoo smiled and said a brief "see you soon~" before leaving him alone.

he wanted so hard to scream!

[♡]

seokmin's astonished state was a bad signal. jisoo bit his inner cheek, hoping he wouldn't be rejected. suddenly he wished he could take back the words he said a minute ago.

"i like you so much, and you don't even know it. sometimes i get scared about showing it. it feels like when you look at me, my mouth locks tight, and the words i want to say are just stifled. my lips lock up because my fear is so strong, and the words that i want to say just can't be expressed without me being embarrassed. sometimes i want to open up and tell you how i feel, but i guess i'm just too scared. i know you love me, and you have feelings hidden inside, too. it seems like it isn't any easier for you to express yourself to me, than for me to express myself to you. i love you, so please recognize my feelings."

now thinking about it, that was so awkward. he wanted to disappear forever and never look at seokmin's face again. somehow, something told him to stay until dokyeom could say something. his wishes didn't take too much time to be realized, but the seriousness in his expression was scaring him.

"i don't know how to start," he began, sighing, "because i really don't know how to appropriately answer this- i'm lucky, it is the realization of my dreams, which is for you to love me as i love you," the smile on his lips were priceless, jisoo felt his eyes watering, "i told myself, i might as well take the risk because it's the only remedy i know of that could let loose this feeling i've been keeping inside me all this time. i love you. i hardly understand what i feel for you, and don't know how these long, sleepless nights, thinking only of you can go one. i've never felt like this before. i don't know how to pour out my feelings for you now. i wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much i need you and love you, but words continue to elude me; what could they be? something poetic? i'm sure it should be heartfelt and out of the ordinary. i'm afraid it's no use. every time i look at you, the words come out the same-i love you! even though we are young and both guys, i don't regret feeling this way. i like-i love you. and i can't stop saying it."

all the words came so easily that he was surprised. seokmin felt like his heart was going to stop at any moment, and when he stared at jisoo's precious face with waterfalls falling from his eyes, he felt it-his heart aching again.

"i'm so happy..." a murmur left joshua's mouth. the tears of joy were falling, although, he was still smiling.

seokmin approached the small figure in front of him, trying his best to wipe away all the tears. the soft kiss he left on jisoo's forehead was sufficient to make the older melt right into his arms.

dokyeom's big grin refused to go away.

then, he happily whispered:

"don't cry, sunshine, you're too precious for that."

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so short, i know. but nah, at least it was cute i think????

sorry for any mistakes and thanks for reading!

i will see you soon! chu~ ٩(♡ε♡ )۶