Poems by a wounded girl

Tears

As I finally let go,

Let the tears roll down,

Let the sobs out,

Rip the band aid off my heart,

Let the scars open,

Let the tears roll down,

I remember those hurtful moments,

And I let the tears out,

I relive those moments,

And I let the tears out,

What am I worth?,

Nothing,

And I let the tears roll down.

Lifeless

I laugh when you

Tease me,

When inside I'm breaking,

I laugh,

When you make fun of the way I am,

When inside I'm breaking,

I laugh,

When you say that no one loves me,

When inside I'm breaking,

I laugh,

When you call me names,

When inside I'm breaking,

I laugh,

When you leave me for them,

When inside I'm breaking,

I laugh,

When you tell everybody my secrets,

When inside I'm breaking

So many cracks in my heart,

Make me fall,

And while you laugh I crumble,

Tumble to the ground and,

Lay there,

Lifeless

Reason I live

I was a depressed thing,

Ever so hurt,

You taught me to live,

I realized then that,

The only reason I live,

Is for your LAUGH

The only reason I live,

Is for your SMILE

The only reason I live,

Is for your LOVE,

Yet,

You walked out on me,

Waiting for me to CRY,

Telling me it was nice while,

It lasted,

I stand there SOBBING,

And think,

Why should I live now?

What Reason do I have?

MY WINGS

My mother yells at me,

Telling me I'm worthless,

My father hits me,

Telling me I was a mistake and still am,

My sister pretends not to know me,

Telling everyone I'm a maid,

Yet when you stare at me with your icy eyes,

Their words, kicks and punches fade,

And with you only,

I feel special and worthy,

I feel like a bird,

So,

Why'd you cut off this bird's wings?

I was learning to fly,

And you abandoned me,

Telling me I was just a toy,

I ask so those kisses?...

You say,

Time pass,

And laugh leaving me sobbing,

Why'd you cut off this bird's wings?