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Until I realised that I have behaviour changes often. I went to the doctor and he told me that it's just something that was bothering me. It may or may not be a disorder depending on how serious the situation is.
I realised...after 2 years...to get over Kaylin's passing.
The school bell rang signalling classes to start. First class was Math. Sigh...math...that's just....not my thing.
I sat right at the back of the class since Kaylin was gone. I had no confidence in myself since. Today's topic was about AREA OF CIRCLE. Seriously tho I have no idea what to do when I get homework to do...owing to Kaylin's help when I'm not sure of my homework, I can't complete it myself anymore.
I became sloppier in my studies and often get feedback from my Teachers remarking that I'm not paying enough attention.
My world changed ever since I met Joanna. She was the only kind soul that helped me to complete my homework. She was the only one that came to me when I'm feeling down and calmed me down when I had those crazy mood swings. I finally felt happy again.
That night after school I decided to visit Kaylin at the cemetery since it's her 2nd death anniversary.
"Hi Kaylin...I...really missed you. I shouldn't had refused to accompany you to work that day. It's all my fault without me, you would become a doctor, just like you wanted since we met. Today it's your 2nd year in Heaven. Are you enjoying yourself there? Have you met new friends? Don't be sad okay...?? Please enjoy your time up there. Today, I made a Friend, Joanna. She's just like you. Kind, caring and funny. She teaches me my homework too, just like you do. Still, I really want you to know that I really treasure you a lot and I really miss you. One day, I will meet you up there. We will be together as sisters again. I will. And I will make sure it happens. See you again Sister. Lava you." I said at the urge of tears.
I didn't want to cry in front of Kaylin but I can't help it. I sat down in front of her tomb and cried for almost an hour....
How will I live the rest of my life?
Thanks for reading. Please vote and yeah...comment? Hehe. Lava you guys lots!
-Rachel
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The Girl Within Me
ПриключенияName, Rose. It's been two years since my Best Friend, Kaylin left me. From then on, I have 2 sides of me. Joanna also came into my life. Can she help me to overcome my trauma or only make things worst?
