Good me: Well even if I actually don´t really have the time to write this I´m going to do it^^ Uhm...I mean WE are a going to do it....Well Bad me is kinda sick.....and so am I....But badme´s sickness is worse! Well I have to moderate this alone today^^" But first let´s decide how to call badme.....I mean always bad me and god me is kinda stupid if you think about it.....so just call me Ja§h and her Ca$h ! Soooooo....... let´s start!
(BEN´s P.O.V)
It really happened.....in front of my eyes.....Jeff died.....Now it was 1 year ago....and I can´t stand it anymore! I think I just have the perfect plan to be together with him again......I hope he do´t hate me for that...... ,,Ben! Listen! Why are you dreaming again? Now look at the board!", the overrealm teacher said.
(Ja§h: Ps.: They don´t now that you spell BEN like I always spell it....they only say Ben......)
Yes I´m going to school in overrealm now. New York to be precise. Slendy said it would probably make it easier for me to get over Jeffs dead. But it doesn´t. It just made it worse, because New York is the original portal to the underrealm. Me and Jeff were here a lot! So, you see, it´s not very good in helping now. ,,I just listen! Jeez!", I said annoyed. ,,Well, what did I just said then?", the teacher said. Damn it! I´m trapped. ,,Well, do I look like I care?", I asked annoyed. The teacher got angry but didn´t show it well. ,,So, does that mean you know the answer of the question?", the teacher asked. I groaned. Then I stood up from my chair and walked to the board. ,,Let´s see......", I whispered to myself and just after a few seconds I knew the answer. ,,58.965.421,25! So, ya happy now?", I asked annoyed. The teacher was surprised I could answer that question, but dude! I´m an electronic ghost! What did you expect? I have to handle math stuff every day! I walked back to my chair and stared the whole rest lesson out of the window so I didn´t notice what the teacher said about a new student that will show up next week.
(Next day BEN´s P.O.V)
Well, this will be a long day! I sat on my chair and looked out of the window, thinking of how to get over Jeff. But as long as I thought about it as much I realized I would never get over him. ,,Ben? Are you crying?", asked one of my female classmates. What? I´m crying? Wow, that true? Yeah, it is. I´m feeling on my cheek and felt the salty water on it. I quickly rubbed it away and shook my head. ,,Jeez. Why should I cry?", I asked them. I knew the answer....because of Jeff..... ,,Hey guys! We got a crybaby in our class: Ben!", one of the boys said. And everyone started to laugh. I got up off my chair and walked over to that guy who said that. I was not surprised to see it was Jackson. I put my left arm on his right shoulder and stood like this. He was quite surprised by it. ,,What did you said, Bitch?", I asked whispering and pushed him on one of the desks. I´m fucking angry now! Right before I could really hurt him the teacher appeared in the room and forced me to let go off him. I sat down on my chair and looked again annoyed out off the window. Yeah......I think I´m going to do IT today..... ,,Ben? What´s wrong with you? You look diffrent, I mean you´re always with a sadface, but this time it´s worse!", the teacher said. ,,Ohh....you will see soon enough....", I said smiling evil. Yeah...I will force them to watch....
(After school...still BEN´s P.O.V)
Hehehe~......so, there is the camera......This will be so good! After this....I will be with Jeff again! That´s right! I´m going to commit suicide! I´m on the biggest building of New York now.... Well, let´s see if everything is alright.
1.:Camera?......ckeck!
2.:The connection to show this on TV?.......check!
3.:Everything´s on?.........check!
4.:Broken heart and brave enough to jump?........check! And check!
,,Hello, my ,,beloved" humans! My name´s BEN! Hope everyone can see me? Even my ,,beloved" classmates? Thanks for that ,,good" time with you! Well, Slendy was wrong....this place made everything just worse! Well, who cares? I just wanted to show you how hard it could be for someone to loose the beloved love of life! Well, don´t get me wrong! I just wanted to show you! You see....I had a love.....BEFORE that day! I won´t tell ya! You just have to watch what happens when you take two loving persons from each other.....well let´s see how high this place is I´m standing on", I said then carrying the camera to the edge of the building. I saw everyone looking up to me and smiled. I held the camera over the edge to show everyone where I am.
,,Well, well, well. What do we got here? The biggest building in New York city! Do you know what I want to do? Well, maybe you´re right! I´m gonna jump! And don´t tell me that shit like :,,*makes the voice of a girl*Oh BEN! Don´t jump there's so much to live for!"*normal voice* Nope there isn´t shit to live for! So, let´s see how you will react when I hit the ground!", I said smiling into the camera. I could hear the people are really terrified. Now I stepped to the edge with the camera in my hand. I´m going to film my whole jump even when I´m falling. I felt myself shiver a little by that high way down.
Ca$h: High way DOWN? Does that *coughs* even make sense? *sneeze*! Ja§h: Dunno? Let´s say high/deep! Is that ok for you?^^
Ca$h: Yeah, fine by me....
But I don´t have to worry! I will be fine! I will be with Jeff! We will be together again! So why am I shivering now? Ah. I don´t shiver anymore....good.....must be because of the thought that me and Jeff will be together again soon! Now I´m going to jump!
Ja§h: Stop! This is the end of the chapter! Ca$h: Why? Why won´t you let him jump?
Ja§h: You´re heartless person Ca$h!*sighs*
Ca$h: Why? Then he´s together with Jeff again?
Ja§h: No not really! AH! I know! Guys I think YOU should decide!
Ca$h: Write a comment and tell us if you want BEN to jump or not!
Ja$h: Yeah! I have two ideas! Like what YOU want I will do my best to write it down! Uhm....I mean WE are doing our best to write it down^^ Ca$h isn´t sick anymore^^ so bye!
Ca$h: Bye.....C U next chapter!
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The Light in my Misery! (Sequel to:,,He died......or did he?")
FanfictionBEN wanted to commit suicide because of Jeff´s dead. But he met someone who changed his thoughts. He even looked excactly like him (before le acciddent of course :P). But somehow BEN forgot about Jeff and still wondered who it is. But he starts to f...
