The Time Lords Wife...

Chapter 3

My alarm let out a screach and I sat up rubbing my eyes then looking round. The doctor was fast alseep next to me his arms wrapped around my waist I tapped the clock remembering it was saturday. The doctor stirred and mumbled something. He said it louder "My fault" And again "My fault!" I think he's having a night mare "It's all my..." His eyes flashed open. "Fault" He whispered then began looking aound till his face landed on mine. He held my face in his soft warm hands.

"Are you alright?" I asked he just nodded. I moved in for a kiss but he turned away so I kissed his cheek. It was good enough for me. I kissed it a few times till I moved to this other. This time he let me kiss his gentle lips.

"I've got to go I'll... see you in school?" He said before getting up and walked out. I knew guys were hard to figure out but this guy... wow. He kisses me with such need and then turns hesitant as if I were a monster and he just remembered it. I stroked my lips where I'd kissed him and fell back to the nice thoughts for a moment. What if he's using me or maybe he actually likes me? He could lose his job. That's why he was hesitant CRAP. I basically forced him to kiss me but, the other times he kissed me. I think... I'll... just leave it till we can talk about it I mean... He's a grown man and I'm just some kid and he's handsome and right now I probably look like a panda from my smeered make up. Leave him alone. I thought to myself but it felt like I'd been shot through the heart. I got in the shower and start cleaning myself up.

My knees have scabbed over but I don't really remember hurting them well I guess when I... Brain... shut up!. I don't want to remember. That thing, Or... the doctor I went back to my room noticing a phone on my chair that wasn't mine I picked it up. It was big and black and... Old. Why me why fucking me! He left his god damn ugly phone here this is going to be hard! Maybe if i get him to tell me off the feelings will go away. If i ever liked a teacher and they told me off and i instantly hated them. That's what I'll do AND I could ask a guy out. I like it when guys ask me out but this'll help me get over you know who. I can't make him lose his job.