rooftop • 2jae

2.1

as the kiss got deeper jaebums warm hand found its way under my sweatshirt as he pulled it up a little signaling to take it off.

but i put my hand on his so it stayed on.

"jaebum no...i-i hurt myself there.. y-you cant see." i said avoiding his dangerous eyes.

"shh it'll be okay. im going to make you feel loved okay? do you trust me?" he said brushing the hair out of my eyes.

i nodded yes as he gave me a quick peck on the nose convincing me that it was okay to trust him.

so i let him take my sweatshirt off.

then he saw it.

all the faded lines around my lower abdomen and the button of my stomach.

he whispered a faint, "oh youngjae.." as i looked away in disgust not wanting to see the sadness in his eyes.

then he did something.

he kissed my scar.

he started to kiss my scars. every one of them whispering a "i love you" in between each kiss.

every time he kissed me. it felt like he healed my broken heart. my broken soul. it felt like he healed my scars.

after he was done kissing my lower scars individually two times his kisses worked his way up to my ribs where a large bruise was.

he lightly pecked around and on the bruise, rubbing it slightly to ease the pain.

but he didnt stop there nope.

his kisses kept going up and up.

up my collar bone.

up my neck.

across my jawline.

and on my lips.

"you are beautiful, choi youngjae. if anyone tells you otherwise, i will personally hunt them down and hurt them okay?" he said caressing my cheek lightly as he gave me one more kiss on the lips.

he gave me my sweatshirt back and i put it on, glad to be covered up once again. and i laid in my usual position, with my face in his chest or neck.

just being in the same air as him makes me get butterflies.

who knew time passed so quickly?

a/n

this is my favorite chapter cx

& srry if there is any typos i dont rlly check my things over heh ;-;