doze | k.jm

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tonight i sleep after taking four pills in hopes of seeing junmyeon but he doesn't show up.

"junmyeon" i call out, looking around the my bedroom but there's no sight of him.

anxiety washes over me and i begin to shake uncontrollably, fearful that he might be upset with me because im marrying yixing.

after hours of desperate cries and silent sobs, i find myself waking up in a pool of tears.