Half a Heart
You destroyed me.
Every inch of my once lively soul, crashed and shattered into a million pieces.
Though, despite the feeling of lost and weakness overcoming my senses, I desperately try to collect all the little fragments of my heart that you selfishly scattered around. Every single one. However, as I try to grasp pieces of my heart, it would betray me and give me a wound that would scar me forever. Every little memory that you engraved deep within my body causes nausea and pain that no medication or therapy can cure.
You ripped me apart.
It used to be bare bodies exposed with nothing but sheets of white to provide minimalistic cover, but now it's waking up and turning to your side of the bed to find no one.
People think that seeing only the surface of what someone's body has to offer was the end of the line; that I had nothing more to offer but they were excruciatingly wrong. There's my soul, my heart, my mind and you greedily took half of all of it while keeping your true self-hidden and away from my grasp. I had half a heart left and you have more than you need.
Maybe it was to protect yourself from the pain of heartbreak but I never got back what is rightfully mine.
I now live nocturnally because what's left of myself craves for your touch every night. I got desperate enough to try sleeping with your sweater on and it never did work. It just made me savour the scent that you left behind; strong and musky.
It's not fair!
The blue sky that I adored the most became dull and grey. With every day and week that passed, I never regained the ability to see the oceanic blue sky that used to illuminate our days. Why? It was the nightmares. Your words that very last luminous night that cut me straight in half haunts me every time I think. The raw memory of your face that night as you gave up on me; on us.
Now I try to pick myself up; the tiny pieces still deeply wound me but I can't give up.
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Author's Note
I know I haven't updated this book for a while but I was inspired tonight to write something. I hope you guys like it!
-Day
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