"Il faut beaucoup de dire à quelqu'un que vous aimez, il faut encore plus pour eux de se rendre compte qu'ils peuvent vous aimer en retour. "
I sat on my couch looking at my phone wondering if the text I was about to send was the best thing to do at the moment. I shook my head deleting the message, re-texting my friend a completely different opinion. I never was good at expressing my opinion to my friends, in fact I was not that good at expressing my feelings at all. I was one of those people who bit my tongue afraid that I would make someone angry, or I would say the wrong thing.
Now, Don't get me wrong I have a very strong personality and I did not bite my tongue out of fear I did it out of respect. There is a time to say things, and a time to just stay quiet. I was always the friend to help everyone else, and the one who wanted to make everyone happy. I did not do things for myself To be honest i did not feel that I was worth the trouble, as long as every one else was happy I guess I could be content.
It does get quite lonely at times when you see all of your good friends and family in a relationship and you are just there, it is also suckish when you know you set up your friends with someone and you are ....again just there. I guess you could say I was single by choice the men that asked me out I did not connect with. They were rude, narcissistic, and down right disgusting in personality. My friends are always making fun of me saying "You're too picky Lexie, You need to lower your standards Lexie." Blah, blah, blah. No matter what what they tell me I will remain the same, I want a man who will respect me, love me, and share equal responsibility in actions we make together, but I guess there is not really men like that on earth anymore which is why I say I am single by choice.
I have not lost all faith in humanity though. I believe there is someone for everyone, and I believe there are men out there thay may share the same belief of the important factors in a relationship like myself.Until then I remain the five foot eight, blue eyed, dirty blond haired girl who enjoyed comics, music, and comfortable clothing. Until then I wait for the right guy to come along.
Hola readers! I hope you like the chapter As stated I am new to this site, and this is my first story so I hope you enjoy it! It will be longer I promise :) Comment, vote, and all that cool stuff if you would like, I would enjoy it very much :) I hope that the introduction to Lexi was better than just saying hey I am lexi and I like this and that, I wanted a proper introduction of her like she was actually telling a story. AND you can replace the name of Lexi for your own! The name is for writing purposes, you can pretend you are Lexi yourself! Anyway like I said I hope you liked it. Let me know! <3
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