Listen honey, to every word I say
I know that you don't trust me
But I'm better than the stories about me
Everybody messes up some days
Ain't got no rhyme or reason
All I know is I'm yours
My youth is yours The truth so loud you can't ignore My youth _________________________________________ *Colby's pov*
"Hey great promo man tonight"Jonathan/Dean complimented me.Jonathan and I have been friends for years now along with Joe/Roman and Randy.
"Thanks man"I patted him on the back.Randy and I just had a tag team match against Jonathan and Joe for the main event of Raw.
"Are we on for drinks tonight"Randy asks
"Hell yeah"Joe exclaimed. Joe just gotten divorced a few months ago. We are all worried about him because it seems that's he's drowning his sorrows.
"I can't I need to spend time with Renee tonight"Jonathan tells us. I rolled my eyes. Jonathan and Renee have been on and off for years now. You never know if their together or they broke up again.
"Still with Renee "Joe rolled his eyes.Renee constantly wants to be with Jonathan everywhere he goes(even the bathroom). She so freaking clingy.
"You know what Joe because you are divorced doesn't mean you should destroy someone else's relationship"Jonathan exclaims.
"Guys calm down" I speak.
"It's fine Colby, later Jonathan will realize that Renee ain't the girl for him"Joe adds before he strolls down the hall.
I shove Jonathan slightly.
"Jonathan was that really necessary to bring that up"I say
"Was it necessary for him to judge my relationship"Jonathan retorted.
"Well your relationship is kinda dysfunctional" Randy says scratching his head. Jonathan glared at Randy.
"Randy you should focus on your relationship not mines oh wait"Jonathan hissed
A few years ago Randy got divorced and now he just smashes and passes women.
"You know what Jon I'll talk to you Tomorrow when you're not being little bitch when someone tells the truth"Randy exclaimed.
"Ok"Jonathan storms off.
"I swear Renee is no good for him"I sighed.
"He has to find that out for himself"Randy responded.
"I think I'm gonna go straight to the hotel Ran"I tell him.
"First of all don't call me Ran, second you sure you're not going out to see your ex that live here in Philadelphia"
Shit!Just when she slips my brain someone reminds me of her or someone brings her up. It's been years but she still haunts me.
"No she probably run the other way if she saw me"I explained.
"Damn you hurt her that bad that she'll literally avoid and not try act like she's doing better without you"Randy reacted in surprise.
"I guess you say that but she should've known that wrestling is my number one priority"
"I get that but Colby you can't be a wrestler forever but you can be a husband and a father forever"Randy reasoned
"Well this is a conversation for another day."I say to avoid Randy digging any deeper.
I walked away with all the memories flooding back.
*Flashback* "3rd person"
"Colby stop putting ice cream on my nose" Rhea laughed. "No because you look cute"Colby smiles. "So I look cute with ice cream on my nose"Rhea questioned. "No you look cute because you laugh after I put the ice cream on your nose"Colby flirts. "So when's your next match"Rhea asked while reaching to grab Colby's hand across the table. "Friday why"Colby asked. "I want to watch you beat people up"Rhea exclaimed. "Ohhh is that why"Colby smirks. "No it's because you look sexy wrestling"Rhea admits. "I know right" "Shut up" "Make me"Colby pushed "Sure but I can't do it in public"Rhea bites her lip. Colby eyes widen. "Because I might get arrested for domestic abuse" Colby rolls his eyes. "You always got to make me jump to conclusions" "It what I do best besides owning business" "Rhea" "Yes" "I love you so much" "And I love you more Colb" "You keep telling yourself that baby" Rhea giggles. *flashback ended*
Colby pov (at the hotel)
Every since I left the arena I been debating whether or not should I go see Rhea.What if she doesn't want me in her life. Which is understandable because obviously she deserves better than me. But I just can't let her slip away again. Because no matter what I'll do. I'll regret it.I decided I should search her up on Instagram. Knowing Rhea she probably loves instagram. I found it but I'm kinda in shock of what I found.
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Caption-when someone takes a pic of you off guard but the pic looks good👌🏽
She still looks beautiful. More beautiful then I remember.Damn this girl. She always have me wrapped around her little fingers. Her cute adorable fingers that I wish had a ring on it from me. God I remember how young we were. Gosh the last time I saw her was 5 years ago.i felt chest pang. Is she dating someone. I hope not. Please god save her for me. So when I finally have the balls to talk to her again she's not taken. But by the time I'm ready she might move on. Or worse she already moved on. Shit. Fuck. Shit. I grabbed my rental car keys and drove to her apartment that I hoped she still lives in.Please God.
I pull at her apartment I see her lights on. I took in a deep breath. I walked to her doorstep. I looked at doorbell. Shit. Fuck. Shit. I paced back and forth. I knock on the door.
